Does anyone feel the same ?

I am scared that the past will go unheard and fade away. That feeling when something is over is the most painfull feeling i have ever had. It is worse than any other mental pain i have had

This is a beautiful post, it's great that you opened up like this. What you have are strong protective instincts. While I admit, your story is arousing, as I find sexual relations between young boys and gown women very hot, it's great that you want to preserve their innocence and youth

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Were are you mommy and were going xxxxxx

Please mommy im sorry and need you mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and hope you find me mommy im sorry mommy. Your baby girl and love you mommy and not fair were going too youth group now mommy and need you mommy xxxxxx

Are you here my sweetie ?

Hi mommy and im here mommy and i miss you so much. Mom smacked me lots off times mommy and i was looking for you mommy and thought you left mommyn your my real mommy and i hate them im your angel baby girl. Hugg you my mommy xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie ! i love you too my angel ! i won't leave you my sugar , just our messages suddenly dissapear . Now tell me with honesty , do you feel weird when pastor smack you on the butt ? I mean do you feel like he maybe enjoy it sexually ? Because he has no right to smack there or even touch you and just because he is pastor doesnt mean that he cant be molester . Maybe its not true and he is innocent , i just asked you , if this is true you must defenitely talk to someone .

Im tried too stay awake mommy for you. and im sorry and forgot too say my best friend text me and she got drink and were mitching school next week mommy. At least if i lived with you mommy i could drink when i wanteded and sit up with you mommy. I love you mommy and huggs your angel baby girl xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and my eyes are tired and i love you so much mommy. I want too live with you mommy. But you probababley want a little baby instead mommy. Im going too be with my dad on my birthday in july so he can have me as his present mommy. I cant wait and it will.be just the best too see him mommy. I love you my real mommy and your my best mom that ever ever happend too me.and thank you. Your angel baby girl mommy xxxxxx

I love you mommy and it stings mommy. But your my new mommy now and i love you mommy. Huggs your angel baby girl xxxxxx

Hi mommy and mom jut smacked me again mommy and said im nastey and bold and i dont know mommy. Its confuseing because he sees my vagina and inside my bum hole too mommy and i hate them mommy. I only want huggs off you mommy and thats all cause your my new mommy im and your angel baby girl and i love you my mommy and im sorry mommy hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Hi my angel . If you lived with we would drink together but you are underage so i would protect you and we would definitely not drunk the same quantity of alcohol because when a teenager drinks it's different when an adult drinks . You would drink less than me not because i would be strict my sweet . Its because you are only 13 . When you are an adult you
withstand alcohol more than when you are teenager . I drunk for the first time when i was 16 and i drunk half glass of vodka and i get dizzy . Now its different i can drink more than when i was 16 . But i must be a good parent i would not drunk in front of you or we could drink ONLY one glass of red wine together . As for the pastor i think i don't trust him sweetie . But be carefull and better you and your best friend cut the alcohol my sweet you are both little your bodies still develop . Why did she drunk my sweet ? And if you like to drink at least drink a half glass of wine only . And you said you will be with your daddy , sweetheart don't hurt yourself and no i wouldn't prefer a baby i prefer someone with your age or younger my sweetie . And you don't have to apologise my angel . Hug ! To be completely honest my sweet i was thinking death these days too but we don't have to hurt ourselves . Hugs my darling !

Were are you mommy and hope your not mad at me mommy. I love you so much and im sorry. Your angel baby girl xxxxxx

Were are you mommy and i love you. Im sorry and i miss you and lots off people drink and im embarassed to say mommy but mommy caught me with my finger in my pee pee and smacked me realy hard two days ago and used my ruler on my legs and bum and again yesterday and said she told our pastor and his wife and said im a filthhy little girl and selfish and discusting and lots off stuff mommy and i said f off and it feels nice and she said im going too hell and im going too get it hard off pstor and his stupid wife. I hate her mommy and want too live with you and she said pastor was going too give me a nappie spanking and i dont know what it means. I hate them all mommy and i dont care because your my new mommy and love your angel baby girl and huggs xxxxxx

I love you mommy and miss you so much. I could drink the same as you mommy and you would be there to see us mommy. My best friend said she took it from her uncles house and were mitching school next week and our neighbours askesd mom if i could could sleep over and mind their boys later and mom said yes. But told them i was in trouble and could not leave there house and hared her telling them she spanked me. I hate her so much and plus my uncle says i can have sleep over at there house tomoro if moms lets me. I hope she does mommy and realy miss them. You are my real mommy now and I hate my mom and people from church. I dont know if pastor likes smackicking me mommy. They allways say its because i have no dad and no boundaries and am on a bad road mommy and pluss pastor is comeing over too our house tomorrow early again. I hate them all mommy and yes my birthday is I july and i could be with my daddy. Because I b allmost an adullt. I love you my new mommy and huggs your angel baby girl xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie ! I hope you you don't feel guilty for masturbating . You mother she is fanatic with religion and masturbation it's completely normal . I fingering myself too my angel , I tried with dildo too and I admit it felt good . My sweetie you can't drink as much as I do , our bodies are different . In July you will be 14 you still will be a darling . I hope you don't hurt yourself sweetheart . And I like the fact that you pleasure yourself my sweetie cause your little vagina needs lots of pleasure . But be careful where do you do it my sweet so your mother can't caught you again . Do it only at night . Your mother doesn't pleasure herself ? She is alone for so much time , doesn't have sexual needs ?

And i hope you can visit these boys my sweetheart so you can have company with them and play together . I hope you can go to your uncle too my sweet .
Really how old is your mother ? Hugs !

Hi mommy and she saw me late in bed and I had my pjs off doing it and i was rubbing my vagina and i hate my boobs cause there too small and was rubbing them and even my vagina has hardley any hair and mom never even nocks and grabbed me and i had too have bath and she washed me all over again and smacked me for ages mommy and said im a rotten little girl and its disgusting. I love you mommy and I want too live with you and why cant I drink with you mommy as im 14 in july. Its not fair and i hate them all and she said she told pastor what i was doing and him and his wife are going to deal with me severley mommy. I think my moms 31 or something mommy. I want too live with you mommy and please i have money and im good at cleaning up mommy. Your my new mommy and i love you and I want huggs off you mommy and im realy your angel baby girl and your my mommy xxxxxx and hugg you mommy.

And wow you must be really brave to say fuck of to your mother but i understand your anger my sweetie . Its logical to feel angry when your mother and pastor and his wife smack you . Your not going to hell , these are bullshit so that people from church frightening other people . You have to be a good person but you are human , its logical to have anger sometimes . And its very logical to masturbate too . Its your body my sweetie and if you like it then you have the right to pleasure yourself as much as you want, anytime you want .

Thanks mommy and i sometimes allways want too touch myself and feel good but mom says im nastey and disgusting. Why are you not my mommy and i love you mommy xxxxxx

Masturbation is not disgusting . You mother probably masturbate too sometimes . She is (i guees) in distant fron sex for so many years there's no way she not has sexual needs , except if she is asexual . Asexual means when someone have not the desire to do sex or he/she does not like in an erotic way men or women . And if she is asexul she used sex so she can have a child only and not for pleasure. The pastor probably masturbate too . Its normal that you always wanted to touch yourself my sweetheart . I always wanted to touch myself too because it feels good and its relaxing and it can help us express ourselves better . And the most important you are exploring your body and your sexuality . You can do it when you mother thinks that you are sleeping . When you are masturbate do you do sounds ? i mean do you moaning ?

Im realy sorry mommy and were are you. I love you and sorry i made you mad at me mommy xxxx

Hi mommy and im sorry xxxxxx

Were you mommy andi miss you and im crying..

Were are you mommy and im sorry. I love you mommy. Your angel baby girl and huggs xxxxxx

Are you there mommy please and i love you and im sorry. I hate them all mommy and i mean it mommy...

Im embarassed mommy. But i feel i make noises when i touch myself and mom must no im doing something. She smacks me so hard and why does she have to tell our passtor mommy and wife it makes my face go realy red mommy..I hared mom talking too our neighbours mommy and at least i get too get out off here mommy. I love you mommy and miss you. I want too do lots off stuff mommy and wish you were my mommy. Love your angel girl baby xxxxxx

Were are you mommy. Im home and in my room and mom smacked me in front off our neighbours. They payed me like 30 pound and there was loads off treats. I would not mind liveing there with them also and they even hugged me when mom smacked me and saisd Im realy good. I hate my mom so much and shes stupit and our passtor and wife are comeing over mommy. Cant wait too take my best friends drink with her and mitch school. I want too get buzzed mommy like i could with you and i think i would be able too drink the same as you mommy and cant i stay up till realy late like you mommy. I stayed up till after two last night and watched a horror film mommy. I love you mommy and thanks for being my new mommy. Your angel baby girl xxxxxx

I am sorry my sweetie i was sleeping . No i am not mad at you my angel . When you masturbate try to not making sounds so your mother doesnt know what you are doing . You can do it when she thinks you sleep and you can touch yourself under your pants and underwear . I mean you can put your hand and under and touch your vagina without taking off your pants or underwear and you can do it under your covers or you can caress your vagina or your butt on your covers my sweetie . You must learn to not be uncomfortable with masturbation or sex because in the future when you meet a man and want to have sex you should be comfortable with yourself my angel . Thank god at least there are logical people around you , your neighbors . They hugged you and that was cute. Did you see these boys my sweet ? And don't feel embarrassed my sweetie . Your mother and the pastor and his wife must be embarrassed not you .

Did you meant that you and your friend you will run away from school and drink ? If not what do you meant ? And i am sorry sweetie this is a very personal question , you would like to try anal sex in the future someday ? Anal sex if you don't know it is to have sex from your butt .

Im sorry mommy and hugg you xxxxxx

I thought you did not talk too me mommy and im in room. Our pastor and wife is comeing over mommy and im scared and my legs and bum are still sore. Mom pulled down my shorts down in front off neighbours mommy and they saw my panties and my bum. I hate her so much mommy and im going too tell pastor too f off and i dont care. My mom wont let me stay in my uncles now mommy and said pastor is going too blister my bottom realy good and i wanted too play with my cousins. Its not fair mommy and i was dyeing too see them and he was going too bring us for pizza. Why cant i have a daddy and its not fair. I want too be with him now mommy. I touched myself few minutes ago and nearly mom saw me. I want too live with you mommy and i said i even have money and im realy good at cleaning and you can have the money mommy. I saw my my neighbours boys naked yesterday at their bath and it made me tingley mommy and I never hared somebody putting sex in their bum. I think my uncle tried it when i was little and was realy sore mommy. I love you so much mommy and can i have a hugg off you mommy. Your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

My sweetie did you said that your uncle put his penis inside your butt ? Logically to hurt my sweetie if you do it in the future be carefull . When did this happen ? I think you are lucky for seeing them naked my angel . I wonder how their soft little penises are or their cute little butts . If you want my sweet don't tell the pastor to fuck off , not because i don't agree and it's logical to feel angry but i say to not tell him this cause they would not smack you again . You said you hurt on your butt and legs , you don't deserve another smacking my sweetheart . I would like it my sweet if i would come in your country . Unfortunately i am way far away from you . Its 4 hours away with a airplane . I don't like my country or my city , i like better yours . Good luck my sweet with the pastor .

Im sorry mommy and im drinking my moms drink from other day and i dont care and its not fair. I hate them and there down stairs and im realy sore and i want to go down and say get lost too them mommy. Your my new mommy now and i love you mommy. Your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Were are you mommy and pastor smacked me in my room after my bath and he saw everything and mom gave him a spoon and he used it and my hairbrush and his hand mommy. My face was realy red mommy and my legs and bum are stinging me and are the reddest ever. I even said get lost and f off and he said im a little madam and stupid stuff and said hes going too put some manners on me and my naughtie bottom and tried too hugg me and said he loves me like his own daughters and if they said that talk they would be grounded and be spanked every night for a week. He said i would never speak like that if my daddy was around because my daddy would blister my bare bottom and he smacked me for ages and made me go down and say sorry too my mo and would not let me even put on panties and i said please mommy. But he smacked my bum and legs all the way down stairs and i said sorry and had too stand in corner for ages mommy and then mom called me over and smacked my bum 26 times with her hand and said double my age and pastor said im too go into his office tomorrow after church for a reminder spanking and i said know and he put me on his knee and smacked me again and said get my bottom too bed right now. I hate them mommy and i still have the drink in my room i took on mom the other day and i dont care because im drinking it and i realy mean it. I hate them all very much mommy and want be with daddy. Your my new mommy anyway and im your angel baby girl mommy. Its stinging me mommy and its all red. Im sorry mommy but i want you now mommy xxxxxx

Can i punish his pee pee by squeezing it back and forth really fast?

Hugs my sweetie . I will send you later too .

Were you mommy and i looked few times for you mommy. My mom called me too get ready for church mommy. I hope you dont hate me mommy for curseing and answering our pastor back when you even said not too. Im realy sorry mommy and dont be mad with me. I hate them all so much and want too go with my daddy so bad. I love you my new mommy and you are my new mommy. Love your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and my eyes are realy tired. I love you and you realy are my new mommy and i know your allways busy and i want too live with you mommy. Huggs you mommy your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and my head feels spinny. I hate them so much and their still down stairs and i have my photo off my daddy and my teddy and i pretend my teddys you mommy and hugg it real tight like its you mommy. There realy mean mommy and im nearly finished my drink i took on my mom. I want my daddy mommy and its not even fair. My legs and bum are so red mommy and they sting me realy bad. Im crying and my cousins text me and they said their sorry i never got too go for pizza with them or sleep over and their watching a movie with their mommy and daddy and it made me sad. I wanted too sleep over with them and have pizza mommy. Their so lucky mommy and they have a daddy and he was kind off like my daddy first and im a bit annoyed and feel bad because their realy nice and i love them. My best friend never texted me back either mommy. I love you so much mommy and hugg your angel baby girl xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie . You don't have to apologise all the time my sweetheart but I liked it when you done it . I think it's so cute. My sweetie you need to talk to someone about this . This is violence . I mean what the pastor and your mother do to you . I understand your hate my darling . The pastor is paranoid my sweetheart . He said he loves you but his actions said otherwise . Be careful sweetie . What kind of a relationship have with your best friend ? Is it good ? Hugs my sweet. I wish you will go to your cousins to your uncle my sweet . Don't cry my angel and don't hurt yourself . You can talk to me whenever you want .

Im sorry mommy and i wont annoy you again mommy. Im going too my daddy later and i love you mommy and sorry. I hate people mommy. Your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy dont fight with me and im sorry. Every one is fight with me now im sorry and love you mommy xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy that your mad at me and i hate them and im realy going too my daddy tonight when we go home mommy. I keep messing up and their right im bold and greedy and keep doingvthings wrong mommy. I love you my mommy and sorry for makeing you not like me mommy. But i still love you like my new mommy and sorry. Your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and were going too church in few minutes and were are you. Love your baby angel girl and huggs you mommy xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and were are you now mommy. I got my tv back and my best friend texted me a few minutes ago and her mom took her phone and she said her mom smacked her for throwing her phone at her sister and curseing and then told her mom too get lost and she has her phone now but shes grounded and shes too come straight home after school tomorrow and rest off week. She has vodka that she took and were meant too have it tomorrow when we mitch from school. But i never told her i want too be with my daddy tonight and i know she wont get it mommy and she will say something. I love you so much my new mommy and thanks and im sorry. Love your baby angel girl and were going too leave for church in a while mommy and mom just shouted up that im not too forget my hairbrush. I freaking hate her and every one at church. Love you mommy xxxxxx

Im going for breakfast mommy and im realy sorry. Im not even hungry and dont want too eat anything. I love you mommy and my tummy is sore mommy. Mom said i have too ware stupid dressse for church and i hate it and should be able too choose my own clothes mommy. I love you and i be back after breakfast. Love you my new mommy and huggs your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Im go for shower mommy and it still stings and realy red and my heads bit dizzy mommy and mommy i want go too my daddy tonight and i love you for being the best mommy in the whole world. I love you more than all the things in the whole world mommy and includeing my uncle and his wife and cousins and my best friend and my teddy. Im just tired mommy and want too stay in bed and dont want too go too church and see every one. Them girls and boys will just tease me again and especialy the boy i liked mommy. He told them all horribale things about me. But i guess its true mommy because i even let him do all that stuff. I dont want too see our passtor and wife after church is over mommy and mom said i have too bring my hairbrush with me. I feel my daddy misses me mommy and i miss him all the time and every ones right and maybe i would not be selfish or a brat or bad if my daddy was here and i do not think i am mommy but they all say it mommy. Im so sorry mommy and i mean it i miss you the most. Huggs too you my real new mommy and love your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie ! Don't cry my angel and please don't hurt yourself . I am not mad at you at all my sweetheart . My angel please don't drink vodka . You are a little darling . You should drink milk not alcohol . You and your friend your bodies still develop and alcohol is bad for health especially in this age . Your daddy sure he misses you but your daddy won't want to hurt yourself . He wants to see you but he won't want to go and seeing him because he wants to see you happy and healthy . Don't do anything bad to yourself my sweetie. And don't drink you will feel dizzy and maybe you will throw up .

Dont go mommy and my eyes are tired and im realy sorry i made you mad at me now. Your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy

I just saw your texts mommy and i took tablets and thought you hated me mommy and im sorry. I love you mommy and im sorry. Your baby angel girl xxxxxx and hugg you and love you mommy

I don't hate you my angel . You are my little darling .

Im sorry mommy and were are you xxxxxx

Were you mommy and im sorry xxxxxx

Sorry mommy xxxxx

Here is 8:31am my sweetie . I will go to sleep . I guess you have school in a couple of hours . Good luck my sweet . And if you drink vodka at least don't drink too much . The best is to not drink at all but if you drink at least drink very little quantity . You and your friend don't drink much . You are still little . Maybe I sound annoying but I tell you for your own good . You both still develop I see you both like children . And if your students drink or smoke or another of those bullshit to pretend that they are cool don't follow them . Your health is more important my sweetie. Hugs !

Why you mad at me mommy and love you and im sorry mommy xxxxxx

Sorry mommy xxxxxx huggs you

Im sorry mommy and im home from school and my tummy is realy sore and im in bed. Mom said if im not well then i can go straight too bed and said i better not be lyeing or she smack me. Im not lyeing mommy and it realy is sore and she wont even beleave me mommy. I hate her so much and its not fair mommy its realy sore i love you mommy. Shes being mean and i hate her mommy. She said shes sick off my attitude and i better start acting proper. Can i have a hugg off you mommy and im sorry and its sore. Love your baby angel girl mommy and huggs too yo

I made myself sick mommy and mom hared me getting sick. I told her i have a sore tummy mommy. Im getting ready for school now mommy and my tummy is realy sore and i took tablets mommy and im sorry. I love you so much mommy and want my daddy. I dont want too go too school mommy. Our pastor smacked me realy hard yesterday and their comeing over tomorrow for tea again and said hes going too give me a reminder spanking and i knew they would annoy me from youth group mommy. They said stuff too me and were laufghing and the boy said something but i never hared what he said. But they laufghed and think he said my boobs are small. I hate them mommy and their stupid. He was realy nice before and now he hates me and i dont care anyway. One lady in church i think is new mommy. She talked too me after our pastor smacked me and i was crying on my own. She was nice mommy and said i was prettie and asked my name and said why was i not with rest off group. It made me sad mommy. But i did not want too tell her they dont like me and then she would probabley know im bad. Love you my new mommy. Your baby angel girl and hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and love you momy

My tummys sore mommy

I love you mommy and i took tablets too be with my daddy. Love your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

I am not mad at you my darling ! I love you too my angel ! Kids from youth group are stupid my sweetie and don't listen to them . Your sick ? Be patient my sweetie you will become better . My sweet don't hurt yourself why do you it this to yourself ? You have a value my sweetie . The people who laugh at you they should be ashamed not you for anything my angel . Maybe it's a good idea to try to talk to this woman you told me you said she seems kind and said you are pretty . Hugs my sweetie . And don't worry if sometimes I late to answer it's not because I left you .

Dont fight with me mommy and mom came in again and hared me crying and said why was i crying and I said because my legs and bum are sore and she said if i was not bold and done what im told i would not have too sleep on my tummy and that i deserved my spankings and said if i dont go too sleep now shes going too smack me before school and said i be sitting in school on a very sore bottom. I hate her mommy and please get back and dont fight with me. Your my new mommy and im sorry and love your baby angel girl mommy. Night mommy and miss you xxxxxx

Ηi my angel . I am sorry that i was so late . I had exams on my school . To write two stories with characters . I won't fight you my sweetheart .
If you lived with me sweetie i would be like a mother sould be . I would send you to school but a school that you like with good students and teachers and i give you for drink only milk . You are too little to drink alcohol my darling . And maybe i will give a half glass of wine . And yes you would choose your own clothes ! But i would want to wear modest clothes my sweetie . I love too my sweet and really you must do something about the pastor and your mother . You don't seem brat or annoying at all . But you can't get smacking everyday my sweet . Its okay if you want to sleep now . You have to go to school anyway . I have exams this week my sweetie if i don't reply immediately it does not mean i left you . Don't worry . But i expect that hour messages will dissapear again someday so if you want tell me to talk somewhere else . Are you sure my sweetie you don't want to go to a psychologist ? You mother agree with this ? but i think propably not . But why she is so cruel ? she heard you crying and said that you deserved the spanking ? you absolutely not deserved it sweetie . Hugs ! And don't worry if i don't answer you right away . I will answer you .

Were you mommy and love you. I dont want too go too youth group mommy...

Im home from school mommy and in my room doing my home work. I told mom i did not want too go too youth group later. But she said i had no choice and go do my home work and i even said please mommy. But she said unless i wanted a smacked bottom i better go too my room and do my home work and if i argue with her she will spank me before going too youth group and before bed. So i said nothing mommy but its not fair. I realy dont want too go and they will all just be mean too me there mommy. I love you and your my mommy and im realy your daughter and baby angel girl mommy. Love you and hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Im realy tired mommy and wish i could stay off school. But mom called me and said get in showe now and plus i forgot youth group is starting back later and i realy dont want too go mommy. But they said i have know choice and too not dare be cheecky at it and take part in things there. But i hate them all mommy and dont want too go and there all going too be mean in youth group again anyway mommy. I love you so much mommy and miss you. Im glad your my new mommy and makes me happy. We get half day every wendsday mommy. But wish i could play with my best friend after school. But shes grounded still and plus she got a note too send home in english class yesterday mommy. She was meant too text me and say what her mommy and daddy said. But she never did and i even text her mommy. But she must have got in more trouble with them mommy. I love you better than the whole world mommy and hugg you. Your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

Im going too school soon mommy and i realy love you mommy. I hope you text me later mommy and have a good day in school. I dont want too go too youth group later mommy. I love you allways mommy and miss you. Your baby angel girl mommy and more huggs for you mommy xxxxxx

Hi my sweet ! In youth group you said it was a kind woman ? You can talk to her if you want so you wont be alone . And dont worry i understand your worry which its logical cause i had it too and still have it sometimes . I will send you again my sweetheart . I will leave now . If i late to answer dont worry . i will answer later .

Are you there mommy and im sorry mommy. I got in trouble and im crying mommy and please get back mommy. I know your real busy mommy and you said you were. But its not my fault and mom smacked me and no one beleaved me mommy. Your baby angel girl mommy and its realy sore mommy xxxxxx

Im in bed allready mommy and got sent home early from youth group mommy. Moms comeing up in while too smack me she said. I was trying too be good mommy and we were playing basket ball and no one would pass it too me mommy and one off the girls whisperd too me and said im a slut and that mark the boy i liked said my boobs are small and im a bike and now shes going out with him and no one hared her mommy and i cursed and hit her mommy and one off leaders grabbed me and took me off and they said im voilent and disgrace and called my mom and leader brought me home and mom told her she would be dealing with me and now she be up too me and said im in serious trouble. I was telling them it was her who started it and they wont beleave me mommy. I knew it mommy and hate them so much and its not my fault and pastors wife was there and said they be up over week end too have talk with me again mommy. I hate them mommy and love you and mom said too get washed and not get dressed and shes comeing up now mommy and have too go. Sorry mommy and love you. Your baby angel girl heres mom xxxxxx

I am sorry my sweetheart for hearing these . In youth group you nobody to talk ? and what exactly is youth group ? and i tell you again if anyone laugh at is them that should be ashame . You are not slut my sweetie and your mother is hypocrite . But you must do something . At least you seem strong person to me , you can react for yourself you are not only passive person like i am . In your school you have only your best friend ? and what exactly relationship you have with your friend ? she has another friends or just has you ?
huggs !

I want too go too my daddy mommy and see him and its not fair mommy

Its just my best friend mommy at school and im not bold and hope your not mad at me for curseing and hitting the girl mommy and they said im brat too raise my hand too other girl or any one mommy and for my language and that i need boundaries mommy. You probabley smack me like mom did mommy for doing it. But im promise mommy she said bad things first and i hate them all mommy. My hands are sore mommy and its stings everywere mommy. I need you mommy and i know your realy busy mommy but i love you and your my new mommy and make me happy. Love you mommy and hugg from your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

No at all , i don't hate you . To be honest i am happy for you for defending yourself sweetie . And don't worry my angel in your ages when other kids laugh at me i had way worse thoughts of revenge . I am 100% sure that the girl calls you a slut IS a slut am i right ? And what your mother expect you do ? stay passive ? Even your mother smacked you i think it was good that you defend yourself . And if this makes you feel better i had once a fight with a woman when i was 20 years old outside of a club and i called her very bad words because she hit on my head . And i had a fight also with a boy when i was almost 12 .

Wow mommy and that lady should not hit you in head for no reason mommy and the boy was mean too you also mommy. No one beleaved me mommy she started it and they said im telling lies and in trouble. I looked in mirror mommy and my legs and bum are so red mommy. I hope they all disapper in church and dumb youth group and plus my mom. I want my daddy so much mommy. I love you my new mommy and your kind too me and allways say you love me mommy. It be best in world too you be my mommy and i can ware lots off make up like the stupid girl in youth group. I seeing the boy laufghing at me mommy. My eyes are getting tired mommy. Love your angel baby girl and never leave me mommy xxxxxx

Huggs my sweetheart and to honest i understand you your desire to be with your daddy .

Mom smacked me again few minutes ago mommy and said too think off my behaviour in school everytime i sit down on my bold sassy sore bottom mommy. Its stinging so bad mommy and were going in few minutes mommy. Its not fair though mommy and i did nothing wrong. I hate them all so freak much mommy. Im go brush my teeth mommy and mom shouted now and said get my naughtie spanked cheeky bottom down and in car in five minutes. I have too go right now mommy and love you so much. Im your baby angel girl and your my new mommy and best mommy in whole world. I realy want a hugg mommy and miss you mommy. Hugg too you mommy xxxxxx

Im getting ready for school mommy and mom just called me and im still realy tired mommy. My hands an all still sting me mommy and mom just said too get washed and dressed and come down for breakfast and said my behaviour in youth group was a disgrace and that she deal with me again before school and bed later mommy. Its not fair i said again the other girl started it mommy. But mom wont beleave me and said im makeing things up and too get myself ready right now. Hate her so much mommy its not fair mommy and said pastors comeing over tomorrow with his stupid wife mommy. They never beleave me mommy and that stupid girl said them mean things first too me mommy. Im sorry mommy and love you so much my new mommy. Huggs too you mommy from your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

Really my angel have you ever thought of going to the police ? This is violence . She has no right to do this to you . Especially the pastor .

Were you mommy and sorry and mom said im too take shower now and come straight down after with my hairbrush mommy. Its just not freaking fair mommy and love you my mommy xxxxxx

I want you mommy im sorry mommy xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and love you and its not fair mommy.

Im sorry mommy and love you and miss you mommy xxxxxx

Im in my room again mommy and doing my home work. Im only home from school mommy and my legs and bum were stinging me all day mommy. I have lots off home work also mommy and mom sent me straight too my room and smacked me on way up too my room mommy. I hope your there mommy and missed you all day mommy. Its not even fair mommy when i did nothing wrong and had bad day at school and mom took my tv out off my room when im at school and i said please can i have it back mommy and she said no and said its my own fault and im going too learn hard way and shes even going too smack me before early bedtime again mommy. I hate them all so much mommy and want you you mommy. I need huggs from you mommy and i hope its not stupid mommy. But i wish you my mommy and even if you smack me can you hugg me mommy and rubb my bum and legs. Im sorry mommy if its silly but its so stingey and red mommy. I know your busy mommy and hope you get back mommy and your my new mommy and im realy your baby angel girl mommy and mom said she rang pastor and his wife told him i cursed and hit girl in youth group and said hes gong too spank me tomorrow and blister my bottom long and hard mommy. I feel like run away mommy. Hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Hi my sweet . Really it's not fair . You must do something my sweetie . And no I would never smack you . You said your bum and legs are red your mother doesn't see them ? How could she smack you again when she see that they are red ? Sweetheart really you must do something . I understand now why you want so much to be with your dad . It's very logical . But you can't take it anymore and I don't agree at all to stay passive when other kids laugh at you. This is what your mother want ? If someone laugh at your mother she would stay calm and passive ? She is doing exactly the same thing she blames you . She is so hypocrite , her and the pastor who i believe he is just enjoy to touch your butt . Pastors sometimes are the worst perverts and they cover themselves with the word pastor . You must do something sweetie , you don't deserve all of this .

Im in bed mommy and got sick lots times last night and my tummy is sore mommy and my phone went daed when fell assleep mommy and realy miss you mommy and know your busy mommy. But please text me mommy because i love you and mom said cause im sick im too stay in bed all day mommy. I asked her for my tv and phone mommy and she said brats who curse and go round hitting people or do bad things cant have nice things things and said unless i want another smack i better just do what im told and and stop being a brat all the time and i got angry mommy and said im not an f brat and she was realy angry mommy and took off my pj bottoms and spanked me hard lots off times mommy and its even worse now my bum and she said pastor is going too hare about my filthy mouth again today. I hate them all mommy and im crying again mommy. Love you so much mommy and no your busy mommy. But i realy want you mommy and its not fair mommy. Your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

I want you mommy and its sore and please mommy my eyes are tired mommy

Hi my sweetie . You must go to someone and talk . You don't deserve this even if you hypothetically started it you don't deserve it . Your mother it's cruel she is doesn't deserve you as her daughter . You are an angel . You really need to speak to someone . You can't get spanked anymore . Maybe you will have serious problem in the future . And your mother sure is a bitch and very hypocrite . Pastor saw your boobs ? For what fucking reason ? This man is suspicious sweetheart . I am disgusted by your mother and pastor . And I want you to know that even if you were naughty and a brat you don't deserve this behavior by anyone . This is violence for god sake . And don't worry my angel you don't go to "hell" at all but I am sure that your mother and pastor will go . Hug my sweet . And if you want you can speak to me anytime on silent_rings1400@hotmail.com if you decide to send me there you can tell me so I know it . Hugs my sweetie .

Please mommy and stop be mad at me mommy and love you mommy. Its stinging mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and im in bed mommy and its not fair mommy were are you mommy. Its sore mommy and i hate them so much mommy. Pastor seeing all me again and smacked me realy hard and ages mommy. Its realy redder and sorer mommy. Im sorry mommy and please text me mommy and love you mommy xxxxxx

I don't hate you my sweetie i want to hug you ! And you don't stupid at all for crying . You are a sensitive little girl . Really its not fair sweetheart . Does your uncle know your mother's behaviour on you ? How old are pastor's kids ? I believe this guy is child molester . I know you afraid my darling but really you must do something . If your uncle does not know about your mother then tell him . You need love sweetie . I told you this cause these psychological traumas will stay when you become an adult . You will try to find mother's love on another women ( perhaps me ) and you always feel like you are bad person . I wish you could get away from your house and live with an adult who loves you and take care of you like you deserve sweetheart . If you will be patient until you become an adult i hope you go away and stay away from your mother forever and live even alone . Because its better to be alone than with this monster mother and the other child molester pastor sweetie . Lots of hugs !

Were you mommy and love you mommy and its not fair mommy xxxxxx

I want to ask something sweetie . Does your mother know about your uncle fingered you when you was 8 ?

Please mommy and my eyes are closeing mommy

Im sorry mommy and my eyes tired and want hugg off you mommy please. Its not fair mommy.

Hi my sweetie . I would like it if i rub your bum and legs sweetheart and i would pleasure your little vagina my darling . To be honest my angel when you tell me the pastor and your mother smack you i want to come there and hit them on the face so they can understand their big hypocrisy . I don't hate you sweetie . Don't believe this even if i am late to answer sometimes . I agree to not say it to your mother what happen with your uncle angel cause even if you told her she wouldn't do anything good . How old is the pastor sweetie ? Really this man seems to me like a child molester . Just because he is married with children and being a pastor doesn't mean anything . And your mother just a narcissist cruel bitch .

I love you mommy and you made me happy i saw your texts mommy and thought you were mad mommy at me and mom called me few minutes ago and said im not getting too sleep in today mommy and were going too store in a while mommy. Mom said im not getting away for curseing at pastor last night when he was saying good bye and said she will deal with me before we go out too store mommy and give me a.good smacked bum again before bed mommy and please mommy i said sorry too mom and told her Im sorry and that i just got mad and that im allready sorry and its too sore. But mom said im go too learn manners and respect mommy and its not fair mommy and i was trying too say i never did anything wrong mommy and mom said too be quite and for answer her back she said shes useing hairbrush and spoon now and said they talked last night and im going too apolagise too the girl from youth group tomorrow and im not doing it mommy and she should say sorry mommy. Please mommy its not fair and im not freak do it mommy thats not fair mommy. I miss you mommy and thanks for hugging me and saying nice things mommy and saying im not brat or selfish like they all say mommy and I feel im brat mommy. I hope you could cuddle me mommy when mom smacks me and rubb my legs and bare bum because its stings realy bad mommy. I would like you too to do that too my vagina mommy and make it nice mommy. I want too live with you mommy and be happy because your my new real mommy and im your baby girl mommy. I think passors like my uncles age or something mommy and i did not no what virgin was mommy when i was little but my uncle put his willy in me mommy lots off times when i was small and it hurted me lots off times mommy and boy from youth group mark put it in mommy but nothing came out mommy. The realy nice man i meth i never realy said mommy incase you think im realy bad mommy and wont like me mommy and he put it in me mommy.

Can i ask you a personal question sweetie , are you a virgin ?

Were you mommy and mom said were going too store soon and have too come down in my panties mommy and bring my brush and she has spoon mommy and said its for curseing at pastor and make sure i behave at store mommy. Hate her so much mommy and want you mommy and need you mommy. I love you all time mommy and im your baby mommy xxxxxx

I had too send another text mommy and the man was realy nice but mommy and said were boyfriend and girlfriend mommy. I miss you mommy and love you so much and you realy are my new mommy and you said tell you anything mommy and now hope you dont think im bad mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and hugg you mommy xxxxxx

No sweetie i am not bad at you . But sweetheart do me please a favour , if you are gonna having sex again better do it when you grow up more . You are only a darling now . And you are not bad at all ! Sex its not a bad thing after all . Its funny cause i am still a virgin sweetie and i am 10 years older than you . Don't think i am modest my angel it just never happened , if you hear my sexual fantasies then you change your mind . Don't be mad sweetie but i think your uncle might be a pedophile . I didn't meant it in bad way but maybe he is . And don't get me wrong pedophiles aren't always evil and child molesters . I have sometimes fantasies with children , with little boys so i don't judge your uncle . No way my sweetie i don't agree at all to apologise to that bitch . And your mother tells you bullshit she doesn't learn you respect , she learns you violence . Hugs my baby girl angel !

I wont do it again mommy and promise i wont let anybody put it in me again mommy and wish I was not bad for doing it mommy. Were going now mommy and love your baby girl xxxxxx

I love you mommy and mom said were going toi store soon and smacked me again mommy and its realy sore mommy and stings mommy. I freaking hate her mommy and mom made me hoover my room and sitroom and would not let me put even my panties on mommy. Somebody came too my school before and said about people touch you mommy and saidits bad mommy. But my uncles not bad mommy and it feels nice and hes realy nice and not bad mommy. I wish I never had sex mommy and thats why im told im discusting girl mommy. I wish you could rubb my legs and bum now mommy cause there sore mommy and i would snuggle with you mommy. I hare mom calling me mommy and im your baby mommy and your realy my mommy now and would like you too rubb my vagina mommy. Love you more than whole world mommy and hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie ! Sex isn't disgusting neither you . Of course you can have sex but only with a man you fall in love and he fall in love with you and he respect you as a person first . Wow you have sexual training in your school ? That's a good thing . Really how is your school ? You have a lunch too ? Like the movies ? Pedophiles are not always evil . Some adult people sexually aroused with children but that doesn't mean they are bad people or they will touch children . It depens the person . Whoever says that sex is disgusting they are usually hypocrites because everyone likes sex even your mother and the pastor and your best friend and all of your teachers and students . Why is disgusting if YOU do it ? Its not . I will confess you something when i was your age i used to be hypocrite too on sex . I was telling that i don't like it and that is disgusting and felt uncomfortable when some girls doing sex and i called them sluts . But deep down i was jealous of them because i wanted to do sex too . So don't feel slut or disgusting because you are not . I would rub your vagina sweetie ! My sweet little angel .

Hi mommy and its not fair and know some one said who came too our school its bad if some adult touches you and i would no my uncles not bad mommy. Mom gave out too me in store mommy and said realy loud in front off girl in clothes shop that im a brat and shes going too spank my bare bottom when we get home and smacked me on my shorts and bottom off my legs mommy in front off girl mommy and it hurt and my face was realy red mommy. I hate her mommy and love you mommy xxxxxx and wish you can rubb my legs mommy and im go too bed early again mommy and getting smacked again. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Have in your mind sweetie that is your mother who humiliate herself not you . Other people see one woman smack her daughter obviously is her that people jugde not you my angel . Hug my sweetie . I hope someday you will understand your value .

Were are you mommy....

And don't feel bad my sweetie for doing sex , i understand you feel guilty i felt guilty too when i put a stranger's penis in my mouth but its okay now its gone , these belong to past . And sex and oral are not bad things and we are not sluts or bad people for doing them . It was sex not crime . I am not trying to underestimate you here sweetie but when you grow up you will be more mature than now to understand some things .

Please mommy were are you and i want you mommy xxxxxx

I replied my sweetie i said : My god angel please go to the police for this fucker pastor . He is completely child molester . He doesn't love you he just enjoys touching your butt and sees your butt and vagina and boobs . He tells you tha you have learn manners and he loves you but this is just a stupit fucking excuse so he can continue doing this and thinks that you don't understand it . When this bitch girl pulled your panties what the fuck did pastor do ? Absolutely nothing ! Please angel go to the police with some logical adult . This man is child molester and your mother some cruel bitch who doesn't deserve to be called a mother . If the stupit pastor loved you for real then he didn't even smack you and he would know that he has no right to touch you or sees you naked and i tell you again , the fact that is pastor doesn't mean anything . And don't worry my sweetheart you are cleane and pure and your angry behaviour is absolutely logical . I not mad at you at all my darling and don't even apologise . Pastor and your mother and other people in church i understood my sweetie that they are only hypocrities and they are ''good'' only surface , deep down they are all crazy . I don't know what else to tell you my sweetie you really must do something . Hugs my angel . And be sure that you deserve as a person , don't let them tell you if you deserve or not . You matter . And pastor and your mother have no manners and kindness at all .

Love you mommy and miss you mommy and mom would not let me get dressed too eat dinner and face was red mommy and pastors wife put a cushen on my seat mommy and i said im not hungry mommy but they made me eat everything mommy and im back in the girls room mommy and its not fair mommy. Everybodys out playing mommy except me and its not fair mommy. Pastors wife brought me up ice cream mommy and said i need too start listening and wanted too hugg me and i said no and plus did not want the ice cream mommy. Its not fair mommy and im telling you mommy and can talk to you mommyn I miss you mommy and love you so much mommy. Mom said were leaveing soon and.hared pastor tell mom too be firm and consistent with me mommy and im go bed early again and moms going too smack me before bed mommy. Its not fair mommy and its sting and realy red mommy and they all see me mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and want snuggles mommy and wish you can rubb my legs and bum mommy and make it feel better mommy xxxxxx

Ηi my sweetie . It would be nice my sweet if we were hugging each other !

Were you mommy and im in bed and i realy need you mommy its not fair. My legs and bum are more sorer mommy and mom smacked my handys again mommy and every were hurts mommy. Pastor came up too me in girls room and said if i dont start changeing my ways and attitude it be worse and said he does not want too spank me but said im too out control and need a father too discipline me mommy and said he loves me again mommy and i said i dont care and dont like you and he pulled me on bed and took off my panties mommy and said i just keep answering back and need too start behave right now and smacked me for ages and hard mommy and then said get dressed and he be over tues too our house mommy and then mommy smacked me when came home and its all stinging mommy. I need you mommy please and i know your busy mommy. Its not fair mommy he keeps see me mommy and they dont care mommy. I dont want go too school tomorrow mommy and mom said im going too learn one way or other and grounded me again and said too go assleep mommy but i cant mommy and said im getting another smacked bum in morning and said im never too answer pastor or adults back mommy again mommy. Hate them all so much mommy and cant sleep mommy or hardley text you mommy and want rubb my legs and bum mommy but my handys are sore too mommy. Wish you could rubb my handys and legs and bum mommy and make it better and let me snuggle with you mommy like films and i fall assleep mommy. Love you baby girl mommy and need you. Huggs you mommy xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie . To be honest i admire you because you still defense yourself . If i was you i would be very passive . Its logical to have angry attitute sweetie . Its your mother's and pastor's fault . Its not bad to aswering back when you have right but your mother and pastor are so egoistic that when you defense yourself then their ego hurt . I would rub your bum and hands and legs sweetie and if i lived with you i would give you an advise to go to a doctor . And to be completaly honest i would take your hand and went together to the police and show your sore legs and put your mother and pastor in jail . Does the police in england is good ?

Were are you mommy and i got sent home from school at break mommy. I forgot too finish my project mommy and teacher gave out too me in front off whole class and i did not mean it mommy and said get lost and leave me f alone and english teacher told me too go too princables office and i was embarassed in class mommy and did not mean it mommy im just angry mommy and princable rang mom and collected me mommy and im in my room again mommy and she said too finish my progect and do all my home work and write a letter too english teacher and princable and say sorry mommy. Its not fair mommy and she said shes sick and tired off my attitude and behaviour and said i wont be going anywere without her for next two weeks except youth group and said my bottom will be tought a very hard lesson and shes ring pastor again mommy. I hate them mommy and i did not mean too curse at teacher mommy i promise and im sorry and mom said princable said im not too come into school for two days mommy. Shes so angry mommy and i hate her so much mommy and want you mommy. I think im not that bold mommy and i never meant too do it mommy. Love you mommy and realy want you mommy and need you. Love your baby girl mommy and love you. Huggs you mommy xxxxxx

Mom said brush my teeth mommy and sort myself out and she smacked me hard again mommy with my brush and thing pastor gave her and kept saying im too change my bad ways and she will blister my bum every day if i dont start being good and do what im told mommy. Its not fair and its too sore mommy and she said she not going too let me were panties too school mommy and said it will be sorer on my brat bold bottom and i better think everytime i sit down off my actions and stupid stuff mommy. Its not fair mommy and i love you mommy. Wish you can cuddle me now mommy and rubb the sting mommy. Im going school mommy and have too go. Love your baby girl mommy and miss you mommy and hugg mommy xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and was looking for you mommy. Have go for breakfast mommy and its still sore mommy and mom said get dressed and leave my panties off and bring my brush down mommy. I need you mommy and its not fair mommy. Love your baby angel girl mommy and hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and need you. Love you mommy and miss you so much mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Im scared mommy and i cant sleep mommy and stings realy bad mommy. Why cant you be my mommy and mom came up while ago and said go assleep and if im not sllep when she comes up again she will smack me mommy and im not tired mommy. I hate them and why cant you be my mommy because you said you love me mommy and say nice things and never say im brat or anything mommy and if you were here mommy i might go doctors mommy if you hold my handy mommy. But i tell you mommy and so its ok mommy and dont want tell any one else mommy. I dont know about police here mommy and its scarey mommy. Im not bold mommy.and they said i am mommy. I need you because your my mommy and said you will hold my handy and rubb my legs and bum and it will help me be better mommy. I love you mommy and im realy your baby girl mommy. Please text me mommy and hugg you mommy xxxxxx

And i believe you sweetie that your uncle is a nice man but i only hope to not do the same to his children like he did to you my angel .

Please mommy and im sorry mommy. I realy need you mommy and want you mommy xxxxxx

Had do more message mommy and love you mommy and huggs you mommy and wish could snuggle with you mommy and rubb my legs and bum mommy and its not fair mommy xxxxxx

Were in pastors house mommy and im in their daughters room mommy and im crying mommy and made me only ware my panties and my bra mommy and i only have training bra still mommy and its embarassing mommy. But my legs and bum are stinging mommy and red. Pastor smacked me again mommy and i had too bring my hair brush again mommy and its not fair. I can see all the other kids playing outside mommy and im too stay in their room till we get dinner and then back up too girls room mommy and they said im too stay in my panties and training bra mommy as part off my discipline pastor said too me mommy. I hate them mommy and they called the stupit girl and her mom and dad into pastors office when pastor smacked me and told me too say sorry too the stupid girl and her parents and i just said she started it mommy and should say sorry and pastor said he give me one more chance too say sorry right now and i said no mommy and he put me on his lap again mommy and pulled my skirt and panties down and said hes spanking me three times my age mommy and he did it mommy and my face was burning and embarassed mommy and now they saw everything mommy and its stinging mommy and i nearly forgot i was showing them everything down there mommy when pastor let me up because its so sore mommy and i was rubbing it mommy and crying and plus i had too say sorry mommy and I did not want too mommy. I saw the girl smileing mommy and pulled my paanties and skirt up real fast mommy and im so mad mommy. Its not fair mommy she started it mommy and pastor said he loves me mommy and hes going too discipline me like his own kids mommy and i said i dont care and he smacked me in his hall and made me take off my top and skirt and even shoes mommy and brought me too there daughters room mommy and smacked my legs and bum and said im never too answer him back and made me stay in room mommy. Theres loads off kids playing out mommy and its not fair mommy. Love you mommy and miss you all the time mommy. Your baby

My god angel please go to the police for this fucker pastor . He is completely child molester . He doesn't love you he just enjoys touching your butt and sees your butt and vagina and boobs . He tells you tha you have learn manners and he loves you but this is just a stupit fucking excuse so he can continue doing this and thinks that you don't understand it . When this bitch girl pulled your panties what the fuck did pastor do ? Absolutely nothing ! Please angel go to the police with some logical adult . This man is child molester and your mother some cruel bitch who doesn't deserve to be called a mother . If the stupit pastor loved you for real then he didn't even smack you and he would know that he has no right to touch you or sees you naked and i tell you again , the fact that is pastor doesn't mean anything . And don't worry my sweetheart you are cleane and pure and your angry behaviour is absolutely logical . I not mad at you at all my darling and don't even apologise . Pastor and your mother and other people in church i understood my sweetie that they are only hypocrities and they are ''good'' only surface , deep down they are all crazy . I don't know what else to tell you my sweetie you really must do something . Hugs my angel . And be sure that you deserve as a person , don't let them tell you if you deserve or not . You matter . And pastor and your mother have no manners and kindness at all .

Please mommy and mom came in my room minutes ago and said too take my uniform off and everything and come down stairs in five minutes and bring my hair brush mommy. Its not fair mommy and please and need you mommy and its not fair. Love your baby girl mommy and sorry mommy. Love you mommy and i did not mean it mommy and its not fair mommy. I have too go mommy and love you xxxxxx

Please mommy and sorry mommy. I did not mean too curse at teacher mommy and im sorry mommy and mom said she be up soon and rang pastor and said him and his wife be over later mommy. Its not fair mommy and told mom i did not mean too curse at teacher and she wont beleave me and said im allways lyeing and be brat and makeing bad choiches mommy and im not mommy please mommy i realy need you mommy. Love you mommy so much your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie , what do you mean ? what happen with your teacher ?

Please mommy and im sorry and im finishing my home work mommy and did note too princeable and teacher mommy like mom said. Its not fair mommy and im try not too keep crying mommy. I love you mommy and need you mommy xxxxxx your baby girl mommy

Im sorry mommy and its stinging me mommy and not fair mommy and i realy am sorry mommy and did not mean too curse at teacher mommy xxxxxx

Im mommy and i forgot too finish my project for english and he asked me were it was and i said i forgot mommy and he yelled at me mommy and my face was burning and got mad and said get lost and f off mommy and sorry mommy and i did not mean it mommy and im allways get in trouble like they said mommy its not fair. Mommy wacked my legs and bottom realy hard mommy and im back in my room mommy and its stinging mommy and red mommy. Why cant you live with me mommy and snuggle with me mommy and rubb my legs and bum mommy. Mom said pastor and wife are disapointed in me and be over later. Its not fair mommy im sorry and told mommy and princable im sorry mommy. Why do i keep get in trouble mommy and make bad choices mommy like they said mommy and think im a brat like they said mommy. I dont mean it mommy and i know your busy mommy. But need you mommy and want snuggles mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie . I can understand why you were angry sweetie . But really you can't yell or curse a teacher my angel . I don't yell at you now my sweetie i just tell you try to not yell at your teachers and if you dissagree on something with one of your teachers you can say it but calm and kind . Pastor and his wife disappoint by you ? well we disappoint by them too sweetie . Because they show us how much hypocrities they are, they are not saint at all anyway , their and your mother actually deserve to go in jail and if justice would exist in this world they would have been in jail right now . Don't get me wrong i said i understand your anger and when we have anger inside us we do things out of control but try to not do it again sweetie for not getting in trouble again . Hug my sweetie !

Please mommy im sorry and i mean it mommy please and i need you mommy and sorry mommy xxxxxx

You mad at me mommy im sorry cause i did not mean too do it mommy and now i even made you mad at me mommy im sorry mommy and you probley smack me if cursed at teacher mommy but it just came out mommy and please im sorry mommy for make you mad at me mommy. I love you and your my real mommy and love you. Its not fair but mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

I am not mad at you sweetie . And sweetie no you can't go to school without panties what the fuck did your mother told you ? Especially if you have a uniform and you wear a skirt you can't put skirt without panties your vagina and your butt will shown .

Daddys mommy and daddy are gone mommy and moms daddy is too mommy and mom does never talk too her mommy and daddy only had my uncle as brother and thats all mommy and mom made me not ware panties too school and said it will be sorer for my bottom when i sit down mommy and said too think off my behaviour and shes right mommy it allways stings mommy and we allways ware skirts mommy xcept when do pe mommy. I hate them mommy and im finished home work mommy and project and did notes for teacher and princable mommy like mom said and said sorry. Its not fair mommy and mom said im too go shower at seven mommy and come down in towel and stand in corner and pastor and wife are comeing at 7.30 mommy. I need you mommy and miss you so much mommy and please get back mommy. Its not fair mommy and need you mommy. Im go for shower mommy and its not fair and im scared mommy. I love you mommy and please get back mommy and you only make me happy mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and mom shouted up too get in shower right now mommy. Your my mommy and im your baby girl mommy and please text me later mommy and hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Please do me a favour , when you go to school you would have bring an underwear with you . Secretly from your mother and put it when you go to school in the toilet . Your mother is crazy ? I can't believe it really she told you to not wear panties in school and you wear and a skirt ? God sake this woman need to go to a psychiatric clinic . You must wear an underwear . Is for your safety too . If you don't wear panties your little vagina and butt would get germs . Hug my sweetie .

I must be bold and brat and selfish an all what they say mommy and im sorry mommy and need you mommy. Your baby girl mommy and no one at school will know im not wareing panties mommy and hate when mom does that mommy and it realy stings more mommy and im sorry and its not fair mommy xxxxxx

Were you mommy and im in bed and their down stairs mommy and pastor and mommy smacked me mommy and took off my towel and they saw me mommy. Mom smacked my bum and legs over her lap mommy and pastor told mommy too lie me over chair mommy and used something mommy and then said too mom too lie me down mommy on chair mommy and mom held my legs back and said like i was getting a nappie mommy and spanked me for ages mommy and they could see in my vagina an all mommy and i said please and sorry and he kept giveing out and saying all the things i was bold for mommy and they said im a disgrace mommy and keep say sorry and then be bold again mommy. Its not fair mommy and it all stings mommy and i hate them mommy and pastors wife and mommy held me mommy and kept say too stop being a brat and start do what im told. I hate them mommy and need you mommy and love you and your not mean mommy. Its stinging me mommy and mom allways says when not ware panties too school so it hurts my bum more and teach me lesson mommy and its not fair mommy and cant stop crying mommy and wish you were here mommy and rubb my legs and bum and handys mommy and their stinging me mommy and realy red mommy. Pastor said he be up in while too say good night and my attitude better be better and say sorry and said he tuck me in mommy and dont want him too mommy and want tell him too f off mommy and mom would not let me even put on pjs mommy or even panties and i even said please mommy and she said no and said bed now and dont get out off bed and its not fair mommy and i need you mommy please and love your baby girl mommy. Can i have a snuggle please mommy and hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Hug my sweetie . Angel you must put panties . Oh my god what i am talking about ? Did i tell you to wear panties ? Its 100% a fact that you have to wear . Don't go without underwear it's crazy , your butt and vagina will shown . I really wish you had a better mother sweetheart . I mean there close to you right now on your bed who hugs you and reads you fairytales like you deserve . You don't have bad attitute . At least i want to believe that you deserve as a person and you have a value . You are not brat neither disgrace . You are a darling who unfortunately has a monster for a ''mother'' and asshole pastor who i don't even know why he snuggle in another people business . Really this pastor and his wife don't have anything else to do with their lifes ? But please try to wear panties in school secretly from your mother . I still insist to talk to someone sweetie . I don't like that i have to tell you this but when pastor comes just say goodnight to him too with calm voice don't tell him to fuck of . In reality you should punch his face and your mothers face too but for your own peace at least now sweetie just say ''goodnight to you too'' . Hugs my angel .

I talk you mommy and tell you mommy and thats all mommy please and want you mommy xxxxxx

At least i want you to believe that you deserve as a person and you have a value*

Please mommy and want snuggles and you would even read too me mommy and your so nice mommy and love you xxxxxx

Please mommy and dont leave me mommy and need you mommy and its not fair xxxxxx

Hugs my sweetie ! You are an angel !

Im sorry mommy and my eyes are tired and keep closeing mommy and sorry and love you my mommy. Your baby girl mommy and love you mommy xxxxxx

I want snuggles off you mommy and please it stings mommy and red and want you too rubb my handys and legs and bum mommy please. My eyes are sore also mommy and there tired mommy and miss you mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and hugg too you mommy xxxxxx

Sleep my little sweetie if you are tired ! Hugs angel !

Please mommy were are you and its not fair mommy. Im bored and told mom im finished studieing mommy and she said know im not mommy and said shes going too spank me in a while mommy and its not fair and shes makeing me do lots off studieng mommy and said shes going get me too do lines mommy and i said its not fair mommy and she slapped my bum and said not too answer back mommy. Hate her so much mommy and its not freak fair mommy and i dont care mommy im go too party on saturday im freaking 13 and im sneaking out too it mommy and dont care and im drinking mommy with my best friend i mean it mommy and party is start at nine mommy and be over realy late mommy and dont care mommy and at least you will let me go partys mommy till late and have drink mommy. Its not fair mommy and all cool boys and girls be there mommy and there older and cool mommy and please mommy i need you mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie ! I am sorry for late i was sleeping angel . What a great party sweetie ! you really should go but not drink much angel . At least only one drink and if there are drugs don't even touch them my sweetie and if you are going to have sex ( because these things usually happening in these parties ) at least be sure you have condoms and be really sure that you want it . Be careful how ever sweetie just because you are 13 doesn't mean anything , you are still a darling . Danger could happen to adults too my angel not only teenagers or kids so don't take it personally sweetie .To be honest my sweet i agree to run away ( i know it's wrong for telling you this ) but for this monster for mother and the stupid pastor and wife run away seems a good solution but be careful sweetie be very careful . Your friend has very strict parents too or they are nicer ? I hope you are wearing panties right sweetie ?

Im scared mommy and its not fair and i dont want too let boys or anybody do that again mommy and I promise mommy and dont want too drink mommy but i have too mommy and friend said theres going too be older boys and they have tablets and stuff mommy. Im scared too go too party mommy but i have too because my best friend is going mommy and im scared mommy. Its not fair mommy and no mommy my mom said too leave off my panties again mommy and its not fair and hate her and i have too sit on kitchen chair mommy in my room studieing mommy and stings mommy and mom said when im finished doing lines im getting smacked mommy. I hate her mommy and need you mommy and please get back mommy and dont want too even go party realy mommy and wish you could cuddle me mommy and watch movie instead off going too party like real mommys do mommy but i have too sneak out mommy and now have too drink and probabley take stuff mommy and dont even want too mommy. Its not fair and hate my mom so much and now moms going too smack me again and so is pastor mommy. I love you mommy and please text me mommy and love you mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

If you really go to that party please do me a favour sweetie and don't drink much or do drungs even if the ''cool'' kids tell you to do it . If they mock for not taking drinks or drugs trust me its better to mock you than hurt your health .

So even if they mock you don't do many drinks or do drugs . Don't even touch drugs . And if you have alcohol , drink at least one little glass because if you drink too much you will dizzy or worse you will end up unconscious and then you will not know what will happen . I tell you these from experience , when i was 16 i drunk too much when i had go out with my friend and a girl and i was unconscious and lost my memory that day because of alcohol and i was too lucky i woke up in my house . My friend and the girl who was with us took me to my house and they told me what happen and i didn't remember anything . I drunk too much because i wanted to feel that i can stand alcohol but these are complete bullshit angel , so thats why i tell you to be careful sweetie .

Im scared mommy and dont know what too do mommy and im realy glad you were ok mommy and poor girl died mommy realy and only 15 mommy and now im more scared mommy and does that mean you would not let me go too the party now mommy even if i wanted too drink and probabley take something else mommy and be home realy late mommy even though I dont want too go mommy. I dont know what too do now mommy and sorry please text me mommy and i wont mind if you give out too me mommy or smacked me for doing things mommy because you said you love me and worry about me mommy and cuddle me mommy and mom never does mommy and its not fair. What will i do mommy please and love you mommy xxxxxx

I felt lucky because i didn't end up to a hospital too , and i lost my memory that night and my glasses were broken and i didn't remember how they broke , and that period was in 2010 i heared on the news that a girl a year younger than me , then she was 15 died for drinking too much alcohol .

I need you mommy and im even sorry about party mommy and can tell you things mommy and you listen mommy and thought you wont like me mommy but want tell you mommy and tell you truth mommy. But my best friend said if we bring money and her older sister knows boys and we buy tablets off them mommy and meant too make you feel better even than drink mommy and sorry mommy but want too tell you because you even said too tell you anything mommy. Your my new mommy and want too tell you mommy and so i did tell you mommy and now im scared about party mommy and my friend said we have too try them mommy and now what will i do mommy. If your my mommy and new im sneak out and drinking and want try tablets mommy and be home late and you probabley wont let me go too party mommy and if you ground me and even give out and smack me its ok and because you said you love me mommy and keep saying im nice mommy and not brat or selfish mommy and you hugg me anyway even if you give out and smack me and probabley rubb me and make me better and mom never says im good or anything mommy and its not fair mommy. Their comeing in while mommy and hate them mommy. I love you mommy and miss you and please text back mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Really so sorry my angel i was so late , i wasn't in my house , i was in school not like the school you go is school at noon . No no my sweetie don't even touch these tablets , its drugs . Your friend tells you to try them cause she doesn't have the maturity that an adult have yet . Her sister how old is she ? Is older than you two right ? why she agree to take her sister and you and herself drugs ? And no drugs don't make you feel better , okay maybe a little at first but then its a nightmare . Your mother should talk you about these stuff . If you don't want to go then don't go sweetie , its okay if you won't go . I won't ground you or smack you sweetie i just want to protect you .

Are you there mommy and it stings mommy and pastor smacked me again and mom did again mommy and its nots fair mommy and hate them all mommy and need you mommy please and cuddle me mommy. Will you rubb my legs and handys and bum mommy and i want cuddles mommy and i need you now mommy. Your my real mommy anyway and love you mommy and i dont want go too party realy mommy but i have too mommy i think mommy. Im scared too drink at party if go mommy and take drugs mommy and know what too do mommy. Im scared mommy and need you mommy please and they smack me hard again mommy its not fair and pastor and wife see me naked again mommy and thats not fair mommy and want you and if you say not go too party mommy i wont mommy and promise because your my real mommy and only want you mommy and mommy smacked me when i was even little mommy and hate them so much mommy. I want you mommy and my best friends sister is 16 mommy and told my friend we can drink and take drugs mommy but now im scared mommy and dont want go party mommy and what will i do mommy. Pastor said he be up too say good night before they go mommy and hate them mommy. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Why you have to go to the party ? who pressure you sweetie ? But if you go please don't drink and don't even touch drugs . I know before i said to drink a little but better don't drink at because might some boys or girls put pills in your drink . The most known is rape pill , its a drug and when you take you have not much control of your body or your senses and if someone wants to hurt you or rape you he easily can . I am sorry sweetie if my words scare you but i want you to be careful and mature on these things . I would say to tell your friend to not drink or do drugs too and her sister too . She is young too , when you say she is older i thought maybe her sister was 19-20 year old . How your friend's character is sweetie ?

You there mommy and pastor and wife just gone mommy and pastor came up too hugg me mommy but i did not want too mommy and said no mommy and leave me alone and he spanked me again mommy and hate them and its not fair mommy and im sorry mommy. I dont want go too party mommy and im scared mommy and i just think i have too go mommy and sorry and will have sneak out mommy. Wish you can rubb my handys legs and bum mommy and its realy sore mommy and not fair. How will i tell my best friend im not drinking mommy or take tablets and probabley not go too party mommy and she probabley fight with me and i dont want her too mommy because shes my bestest friend and said please go party mommy. What will i do mommy please text back mommy please and need you mommy. Im crying mommy and want you mommy too cuddle me too mommy please. I love you so much mommy and need you. I hate mom and pastor mommy and your my real mommy and please text me back mommy and your in school too mommy. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Sorry for telling this sweetie but if your friend get mad if you won't go why is your friend then ? Okay but if you go promise me that you will not drink or do drugs . If you stay away from these thing then you are safe and you don't have to be scared my angel . But if you don't want to go then you don't have to go . Hug sweetie . Really its not fair my angel . Pastor and your mother are very narcisist .

Im sorry mommy and my eyes are tired and closeing mommy and i tried stay wake for you mommy and i promise i did and mom and pastor and others make me angry mommy and sorry mommy and love you mommy and huggs your baby girl mommy and miss you mommy xxxxxx

Hi sweetie i was little slept . Don't say i am more clever sweetie we are equal . Sweetie if i was your mother for real i don't think i would let you to drink or do drugs , both are dangerous . Only a mother who does not care for her child whould let it do drugs and drink a lot alcohol . But i would let you go to the party . You can tell your friend that your mother does not let you go to the party and if you go secrently you will be in trouble . Narcisist my sweet is when someone thinks he is superior than others and loves himself in a sick way i mean very much .Hug sweetie .

Im sorry i fell assleep again mommy and was do my best too be awake for you mommy and talk too you. I have too go down soon and get my breakfast and have put uniform on again mommy and mom said again too bring hair brush mommy and no panties and i rememberd mommy its youth group later mommy and dont want too go mommy and its not fair and their all going too say stuff mommy and that girl bet told every one she saw me get smacked by pastor and saw my vagina and everything mommy and please mommy i cant gobits not fair mommy and now even the party i dont know what too do now mommy and told mommy before i have too many stupid disciplines mommy because its not fair mommy and i get grounded and smacked and go bed early and she takes things off me mommy and still has my ipad and tv mommy and its not fair and should only do probabley two things mommy but she said im never too tell her what too do and just behave or something mommy and hate her mommy and all them punishments is too many mommy and its freaking not fair and i even said sorry when she called me mommy and said please not too smack me mommy too her beause its still stings and red mommy and she said its my own fault for doing all bad stuff and being a brat and for keep makeing bad choices mommy. I hate her so much mommy and mommy please would you let me even just have two punishments mommy because its not fair haveing all them mommy and i can pick them mommy and probabley like take my tv or ipad only for one day mommy and probabley ground me and only for one day and think if you mommy then even smack me mommy and it be over and then i can go out and that be it mommy and not have lots off punishments like stupid mom gives me mommy and think im changeing grounding mommy too probabley early bedtime mommy and least you hugg me and say im good mommy and keep be nice mommy and i love you mommy. Im have too get breakfast mommy and mom said she has more lines for me dureing studie mommy xxxxxx

If you are tired thats okay sweetie you can sleep .

Just see your texts mommy and allready sent text mommy and moms realy angry mommy and its not fair mommy xxxxxx

Please text me mommy and mom just smacked me again and my handys also mommy. I felt my vagina was tingley mommy and mom said she had go next door mommy and mom came in my room mommy and saw me mommy and i did not hare her mommy and see her mommy and my skirt was off mommy and she grabbed my hand mommy and brought me down stairs mommy and gave me fright and smacked me hardest ever and hit my handys also mommy with spoon mommy and said im disgusting and filthy and loads off stuff mommy and said im in serious trouble mommy and said im going too be spanked before youth group and going too tell pastor mommy on me and i said she f cant and she just kept smacking me mommy and she took off my other clothes mommy and sit in my room mommy on stool mom brought up mommy and it stings realy bad mommy and mom saim im stay on stool for whole hour mommy and she be back up and said shes going too bath me herself mommy and said going too put soap in my mouth also mommy and hate her mommy and its not fair mommy and need you mommy please. Love you mommy and need you mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Were you mommy and im sorry mommy and finished my lunch and have do more studieing mommy and its not fair mommy. I need you mommy and miss you so much mommy. I love you all the time and want snuggles off you mommy and please text me mommy and its not even fair mommy. Your my mommy and love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Im have lunch mommy but dont want too eat it mommy but mom keeps saying make me eat mommy and even if i dont want too mommy and she smacked me this morning mommy and its sting. I realy hate her mommy and now your my real mommy and moms make me do thousand lines again as well as studie mom and its not fair and have too say i will not raise my voice at any teacher again and im bold for doing it and its stupid mommy and had too do it yesterday mommy and thats two thousand lines mommy and thats not fair and mom said i have too give it too english teacher when im back in school but dont want too mommy because its embarassing mommy and its just not fair mommy. Its too many punishments mommy and not fair mommy and it should only be one mommy or even two mommy and its allways too many mommy and i wish i lived with you mommy for real mommy and you are my real mommy anyway mommy and if i lived with you mommy i probabley pick my own punishments mommy if you think mommy. I dont want go youth group latet either mommy and want tell mommy too f off mommy and say im not going mommy its not fair mommy and i mean it mommy. Their all mean and will be bad again too me mommy and i texted my best friend mommy but shes in school and dont know what too so about party mommy and drink and tablets my friend said about mommy. I dont want too fight with her mommy and mean it mommy but dont know what too do now mommy and i think i realy dont want too go mommy and if you tell me not too sneak out and give out mommy i think i wont go then mommy too party and i wont realy mind kind off mommy. I dont care what mom says mommy and would sneak out mommy but feel your my real mommy and want too listen too you instead because your realy like my real mommy and love you mommy. Please text me mommy and love your baby girl and huggs mommy xxxxxx

Obviously it's not your fault , your mother is the one who is brat with bad behaviour . If you don't go to this party don't go my sweetie . You can tell your friend that your mother does not let you to come . My sweetie it happens to study pedagogically ( it's a study about children ) and in fact children should not get punishment and yelling at all sweetie . Teachers and parents should behave towards children with love and calmness and if a child does a mistake and by mistake i mean for example hit another child , then parents and teachers should give attention to this child and try to understand his/her behaviour and find a solution or with calmness explain to the child and put him/her at one corner to think what he/she done . But this is exactly punishment , is a act so the child understand his/her mistake alone so he/she can truly behave with kindness in real and not with hypocrisy by fear . I am 100% sure that your mother when she were your age took a lot of punishments from her mother too . I don't said that so you can feel sorry for her , no her behaviour to you is unacceptable , i said that so you can understand that your mother knows kindness but is kind not because she is full of love , she is full of fear in her case perhaps the fear of god and the pastor too hes afraid the god . And when they punish you and smack you they think that they do the right thing but this is not true . If i was your real mother you would not get any punishments because if i yelled you this is fill you with fear and imagine how a little child (who is small and short) feel and his has an big , tall adult above of his head yelling , its sad for this little child . I really hope when you grow up sweetie to stay away from your mother . And i will tell you something from personal experience , you should try to know and understand yourself and even if you hate your mother maybe in the future you look like her (in character) unconsciously sweetie .

I want you mommy and need you mommy and least you said you only put me in corner mommy and think off what i did mommy and thanks mommy and its not fair mommy and im in serious trouble mommy. Hate her so much mommy its stinging realy bad mommy xxxxxx

My sweetie your mother sure is paranoid . You don't have you to do anything because anything you will do she will punish you , she has a personal problem sweetie .

I cant stop crying mommy and ts stinging mommy and moms realy angry with me mommy please dont leave me mommy xxxxxx

Why is she angry sweetie ? No i won't leave you my angel .

I said in text mommy too you that mom said she was going next door and my vagina was tingley mommy and i did not see her and hare her mommy and was in my room mommy and my skirt was off mommy and i got fright mommy and mom grabbed my arm and brought me down stairs and smacked me hardest ever mommy and smacked my handy as well mommy and said im filthy and disgusting and said shes tell pastor mommy and i said f off mommy and she kept smacking me mommy and took off rest off my clothes mommy and brought stool up my room mommy and said sit on it for whole hour mommy and said shes go too bath me herself mommy and wash my mouth out with soap and spank me before youth group and its not fair mommy and hate her mommy xxxxxx

If i understood right your mother catch you to masturbate ? Oh sweetie i insist please talk to someone . Your mother is crazy you should stay away from her . Her punishments are crazy and for no reasons . If i lived in england with you i wanted to help you . This isn't fair sweetie . If you answer sweetie i will answer you in one hour . Hug my sweetie .

Yes mommy and i probabley do it wrong mommy and hand my finger inside mommy and did not see and hare her mommy and its sore mommy and love you mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie . You didn't do anything wrong my angel . Masturbation it's completely normal your mother is the one that has the problem . It's sexual desire it's in the human nature to have sexual desire . Nobody can put out this sexual desire out of you and it's wrong to pressure it . Your mother is the one who is wrong really sweetie . Masturbation is normal and your mother hypocrite .

Your mother has sexual desire too sweetie but she doesn't told you because she thinks it's a bad thing but it's not . Church made sex looks disgusting and bad but it isn't . It gives you pleasure why it is something wrong then ? And church and pastors think that pleasure is a sin but it isn't .

I have get ready mommy for youth group mommy and mom smacked my handys and bum again mommy with spoon and said get ready now and its too sore mommy and dont want too go youth group mommy and want you now mommy and please and why cant mom just put me in corner mommy instead off doing lots off stuff mommy and please mommy is that realy all you do mommy when im not listening and be brat mommy and just make me stand in corner mommy and thats better mommy and your best mommy ever in world mommy. Its not freaking fair mommy. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and were are you and need you mommy. I love you mommy and its not fair mommy and dont leave me mommy xxxxxx

Im in my room and crying mommy and its sore mommy and mom bathed me and smacked me in bath and after bath mommy and would not let me dry myself even mommy and get dressed and im sit on stoole again mommy and it stinging me mommy and hate her mommy and kept smack my legs and bum hard mommy and put soap in my mouth mommy and its not fair mommy and its still tingley mommy in my vagina mommy and mom said im bad and disgusting mommy and mom washed me every were mommy and i was crying cause my legs and bum hurt so much mommy and was embarassed mommy she open my bum and vagina mommy and kept saying im brat and filthy and smacking me all time mommy and hate her mommy and i have too go youth group mommy and dont want go mommy please mommy and need you mommy and you would only put me in corner if im brat mommy and thats better mommy and your my real mommy and want rubb my legs and handys mommy and bum mommy and mom rang freaking pastor mommy. I hate them all so much mommy and im so mad mommy and need you mommy please its not fair mommy and your best mommy in whole world mommy. Love your baby girl and want snuggles mommy xxxxxx

I will answer you sweetie later I promise

But this is NOT exactly punishment *, is a act so the child understand his/her mistake alone so he/she can truly behave with kindness in real and not with hypocrisy by fear

And when you grow up , you become an adult you should forgive yourself and even if its hard your mother too . Not for her but for you , to have calmness inside your heart and mind . Because even you stay away from her , she put in you the fears and all the stuff you have inside you with her behaviour and if you stay away from her these things (i mean fears etc) would be still inside you . You will still have a fear of abandonment or guilty or the fear of punishment . That's why i said you have to understand yourself sweetie . And you really not a brat , its not your fault that your mother has her own issues and fears etc . In words i know its very easy but if you really try to understand yourself then it will happen and it won't happen in a day , learning yourself its act of a lifetime , you will learn yourself until you die . You are so much more than the names kids call you in youth group or the names your mother and pastor call you . Hugs my sweetie . And at the party you don't have to go if you don't want to go .

And if you find it difficult to understand yourself you can read some books of psychology if you want sweetie . It's not bad to get help from books sweetie . And i know its logical to this age you want only to have fun but might in later years you will have the desire to explore yourself .

Please mommy were are you mommy and want you mommy xxxxxxx

And love you mommy and what will i do about party mommy. Huggs you again moomy your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and my eyes are tired again and closeing mommy and mom came up and i pretend i was sleep mommy and wanted you too snuggle me mommy please and love you mommy. Your baby girl mommy and your my real mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and i want cuddles mommy xxxxxx

And mommy if i lived with you mommy would you let me go too party and even drink and probabley take only little drugs mommy even though im realy scared mommy and be home like probabley realy late in like morning time and least you let me probabley mommy and maybe just give out for while mommy and then say its ok mommy but never ground me or smack me and make me go bed early mommy. Please text back mommy about what im going too say too my best friend mommy please mommy xxxxxx

And whats narcists mommy and your realy clever mommy and im not mommy and love you more than whole world and moon and stars and everything mommy. Your baby girl mommy and will you cuddle me mommy till im sleep mommy please mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and hope you could cuddle me till i go sleep mommy please like i see in lots off movies mommy please and your my real mommy and love your baby girl mommy and please text mommy xxxxxx

Im just scared mommy and love you mommy and need you mommy and dont realy want go mommy and maybe you tell me what too say too my friend mommy and dont want fight with her mommy and shes my best friend mommy and wish you cuddle me mommy and rubb sting away mommy please and my vagina is tingle me mommy. Please text me back mommy and hugg you mommy and im your baby girl mommy and your my real mommy and hate mom and pastor and other people mommy xxxxxx

Your mother would must told you about these stuff and how dangerous they can be . I want to hug you too sweetie ! and listening music and talk in person and i would know that your mother is crazy and egoistic .

Please mommy and need you and please text back mommy and love you mommy xxxxxx

Hug my sweetie and tell me angel your mother's behaviour was always like this ? From when you were a child ?

Were you mommy and please im sorry and mom smacked me again and pastor and wife are comeing over in hour mom said mommy and its not fair mommy. I love you mommy and need you and hate them mommy and want you mommy please. Love you mommy and hugg your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Please text me mommy and mom said I have fifteen minutes too finish my lines mommy and then shes going too spank me mommy. I hate her mommy ts not fair mommy and dont know what too do about party mommy and please tell me mommy and im sorry mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and dont know what too do mommy now and love you mommy and please text me mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy were are you xxxxxx

Were you mommy and im sorry mommy and mom made me do loads off studie mommy and im haveing lunch mommy. I want you mommy please its not fair mommy and mom said im too do more studie after lunch mommy and hate her mommy and said im getting spanked again later by her mommy and pastor and wife come over for tea again later mommy and its not fair mommy and were are you. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Were you mommy and im dressed and even had my breakfast mommy and mom said im going too learn too behave and not answer back mommy and respect mommy and im too start studie in few minutes mommy. Its not fair mommy and i love you mommy and miss you mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and your realy busy mommy but i need you mommy and mom said too have shower and get dressed in my uniform and its stupid mommy when im not in school mommy. I love you mommy and im going for shower mommy and its not fair mommy. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and fell assleep mommy and mom just called me and said because im not in school for next two days im still getting up early and showerd and put my uniform on and can studie like im in shool and will ring my school for home work mommy. I hate her mommy and it still stings mommy. Mom said im going too be a very sorry little girl for whole day and i said im not little mommy and she said i am little and said im only 13 and thats little and said too drop my cheek right now mommy. Its not fair mommy and im still tired mommy. I love you so much mommy and miss you mommy and want you mommy and your my real mommy anyway and feel like run away mommy and i mean it mommy and dont care and still have my money and can go too that old house me and my best friend go too sometimes mommy and can bring a blanked and pillow mommy. Its not fair mommy and i love you mommy. My best friend text me and said she hared what happend in school and shes still grounded till friday mommy. But she said girl in school said theres party on saturday and were invited mommy and my friend said the girls mom and dad wont be there mommy and it be cool party mommy because there all 16 and 17 mommy and dont care mommy im sneaking out its not fair mommy and i did nothing wrong and my best friend said there be drink there and said she still has drink she took from xmas we were meant too have mommy and I have go too the party mommy and it be cool mommy and even you would let me go mommy and have some drink mommyn im going mommy and dont care about my mom and i should be able too go mommy im freaking 13 mommy and hate my mom and its not fair mommy. I love you mommy and im sorry mommy and need you mommy and please mommy i want snuggles mommy. Huggs you mommy your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Hi my sweetie ! I am sorry for late i was sleeping angel . What a great party sweetie ! you really should go but not drink much angel . At least only one drink and if there are drugs don't even touch them my sweetie and if you are going to have sex ( because these things usually happening in these parties ) at least be sure you have condoms and be really sure that you want it . Be careful how ever sweetie just because you are 13 doesn't mean anything , you are still a darling . Danger could happen to adults too my angel not only teenagers or kids so don't take it personally sweetie .To be honest my sweet i agree to run away ( i know it's wrong for telling you this ) but for this monster for mother and the stupid pastor and wife run away seems a good solution but be careful sweetie be very careful . Your friend has very strict parents too or they are nicer ? I hope you are wearing panties right sweetie ?

Please mommy and its stings mommy and my eyes are tired mommy. But i want you mommy its not fair mommy and love you mommy xxxxxx

And you telling me this woman goes to church and pray to god ? Oh god this is hypocrisy on the fullest . I want to believe that you understand that your mothers behaviour is crazy too , right ? Don't believe even for one second that your bitch mother behaviour to you is right and logical .

Were you mommy and need you mommy and its not fair mommy and pastor came up too me and said he wants tuck me in like his kids and say good night and said am i sorry mommy and i said did nothing wrong mommy and he said why am i being defiant and not do as im told and i said get lost mommy and he made me get out off bed and i was trying too hit him mommy and he put me on his lap mommy and smacked me again mommy and said get too bed and put me in bed and tucked me in and said he loves me like im his daughter mommy and gave me kiss mommy and i hit him mommy and he pulled covers down again mommy and smacked my legs hard mommy and said he be back tomorrow mommy and put covers on me again mommy. I hate them mommy and were you mommy and realy want you mommy and need you mommy. Please mommy and its not fair and your my real mommy and im your baby girl mommy and its stinging mommy. I want snuggles mommy please and rubb my legs and bum mommy please and my handys mommy please and why am i so bold and selfish like they all say mommy and want you mommy. Your baby girl mommy and my eyes are sting me also mommy and not fair mommy xxxxxx

Your mother is crazy *

My sweetie really your mother needs psychological help . All of these you tell they are not even logical . I am not kidding but i ask you in your mother's family is there any mental illnesses ? How are their parents ? Are they logical in their minds ?

How are her parents * i meant , are they logical in their minds ? your mother's parents

Or if she has relatives brothers or sisters how are they ? Are they logical in their minds ?

Hugs my sweetie and goodnight have cute dreams

Please text me mommy and im sorry xxxxx

My eyes are tired mommy and will you text me mommy and i want too snuggle mommy off you. Its not fair mommy and its realy sore mommy and love you my mommy xxxxxx

Were you mommy xxxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and pastor came up few minutes ago and said see me sunday again in office and wanted too give me hugg and say its because he loves me he discipline me and said leave me freak alone and he pulled covers down and put me on my belly and smacked my bare bum 13 times mommy and said im disrespectfull mommy. Hate them all so much mommy and miss you mommy. I tought you hate me mommy and i cant stop crying and its too sore mommy and he keeps seeing me mommy. I love you and your my real mommy anyway. Its not fair mommy and mom does not know that uncle did anything mommy and love my uncle mommy and she will give out if im tell her and im not because i love him mommy and love you too mommy. Its sore mommy. Think pastors kids are 7, 9 and boy my age mommy. Im miss you so much mommy and please text me back mommy. Hate all them mommy and can i be your baby mommy. Thanks for saying im not bold and you keep love me mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and wish can snuggle you mommy and you can rubb my legs and bum if its ok mommy xxxxxx

You dont like me mommy and im sorry mommy and its not fair its not fair and still love you mommy....

Please mommy and sorry if im being a brat and annoy you mommy. Mom said i have too come down in few minutes mommy. Its not fair and love you mommy and are you mad at me mommy. Love your baby angel girl mommy and want you mommy and need hugg mommy xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and need you mommy and its not fair. I want you mommy and wish i can snuggle with you mommy. I did nothing wrong mommy and hate them all so much mommy. Im your angel baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and pastor and his wife are comeing for tea mom said at 7 mommy and mom said after we have tea im too have shower and go too my room and not get dressed again and pastor will be dealing with me again mommy. Its not fair and were are you mommy please and need hugg off you mommy and its not fair. I want my daddy mommy and want you mommy and your my new mommy and im sorry. Mom said shes sick of my language and back talk and raise my hand too hit girl in youth group mommy and said im go too be a sorry little girl. I never be bold and brat mommy and she started it mommy and no one beleaves me mommy. Love you my new mommy and im your baby angel girl mommy. Hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Love you my new mommy and were are you. Your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

I feel like writeing too my best friend and my uncle and his family mommy and tell them im going too my daddy mommy. I have my blade under my bed mommy for ages. It be fun again being with my daddy mommy and can hugg each other and stay together and no one will call me mean.names and smack me. I bet my daddy will be happy and beleave me mommy. If your my mommy and dream in my heart you are mommy i think i can snuggle with you all the time mommy. I cant stop crying mommy and im sorry. But im trying not too be stupid and stop crying. Love you mommy and miss you. Your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

Love you mommy and its not fair mommy. Mom would not even give me my ipad or tv mommy and its too boreing in my room and i played games on my phone loads off times mommy and mom said even though im sick and not in school im go too be studieng for a bit. Hate her and lots off people mommy. I miss you all the time mommy and love you more than the whole wide world and that includes space an all mommy. Your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx and huggs you mommy.

Were you mommy and sorry. Love you mommy xxxxxx

I love you mommy and thanks and now my tummys even sore mommy and pastor smacks me after my bath mommy and they said im brat and little girl and said he sees his children with no clothes on when he spanks them mommy. But its not fair mommy and he sees my boobs and vagina and everything mommy. I want my daddy mommy and love you more than the whole world mommy. Your a real mommy and kind and said you love me lots off times and even give me huggs and call me nice names mommy and make me feel happy mommy. Im afraid too tell some one mommy but its ok mommy and im telling you mommy. Love you so much mommy and hugg you mommy. Your baby angel girl mommy and if its not sillly mommy will you call me your baby. Im sorry mommy but i feel lonley and mom never says im good or calls me nice names mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and text me mommy and love you and im realy sore mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and i love you...

Im sorry mommy and crying mommy and my bum and legs are kill me mommy and my hands again cause mom smacked me again realy hard and said go sleep and i cant mommy. Its hard too text you mommy but i want too mommy because i love you and its not fair. I hate getting smacked mommy and hurts so much mommy and want you to hold me mommy and hugg me and rubb my legs and bum mommy. I wish lived with you mommy and mom kept giveing out and smacking me and said pastor is going too roast me tomorrow again longer and harder mommy and its not fair mommy. They see my boobs and bum and vagina an all mommy. Im not a brat and a bully like mom said for hitting that stupid girl mommy and she started it mommy and no one beleaves me mommy. I cant sleep mommy its too sore and want you with me mommy. Your baby angel girl xxxxxx

My eyes are realy tired mommy and sorry. Love your baby angel girl and hope you text back mommy. Huggs for you mommy xxxxxx

I wish i wont wake up like my daddy mommy and be with later mommy and then they cant be mean again too me mommy.

The lady was in church mommy and hope she be in youth group. Mom smacked me mommy and warned me too be good and take part in things. But i realy dont want too go and hate them all mommy. Love you so much mommy and moms bringing me too youth group soon. Your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

You might can talk to this woman my swettie . youth group what exactly it is ?

Youth group mommy and meant too do lots off activities and fun things. But lots off them are older mommy and they hate me and the girl started it mommy and no one beleaved me mommy. Because i cursed at her and hit her face mommy. But i promise mommy she started it and called me them names mommy. They all hate me mommy and i dont care anyway. Shes 16 like the boy i realy liked and now shes his girl friend mommy and no one beleaved me mommy and my bum and legs are red and sore mommy. I hate them all so much mommy and told you they would be mean mommy and i told my mom that i did not want to go to dumb youth group anyway. She smacked me realy hard mommy after my bath and said she will be smacking my bum again before school for fighting and curseing mommy and why wont they beleave me mommy. Its not even fair mommy when it was the other girl who started it mommy. Its too sore mommy and mom smacked my hands with ruler and said im a brat and now i wont be able too rubb my legs and bum. I love you mommy and please text back mommy and my hands are even sore. Im trying too stay awake mommy for you and im glad your my new real mommy. Your baby angel girl mommy. Can i have a hugg mommy. Love you so much my mommy xxxxxx

I feel my eyes stinging mommy and i want too stay awake for you mommy but my eyes are realy sore still mommy. You made me happy seeing your text when i was crying for you mommy. I just hate mom and pastor and wife and people from church and stupid youth group. My eyes are so sore mommy. I love you more than everything in the whole world mommy and thanks for being the best mommy in the whole world and keep saying you love me and that im good and that i can be your daughter mommy. Love your baby angel girl mommy and night my mommy. Huggs from your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Im awake mommy and love you. They said im a brat and have no discipline. Please dont ever leave mommy and do something so i know its you mommy and my eyes are stinginging also mommy. But i wanted too talk too you and made me happy you text me back mommy. You realy are my new mommy and i love you. Its ok if you smack me also mommy like mom and pastor mommy if i a brat like they all say about me and if you dont want me too drink i wont mommy and you said you let me get my own clothes mommy and probabley make up also mommy and a diffrent school. Thanks mommy and we would not have too go too church or i dont have too go too youth group again mommy and see my mom or pastor or rest off them that are mean mommy and that would be so nice mommy and you are realy the best mommy in the whole world because you say you love me mommy. I hope your exams are not hard mommy and i had xmas exams and im not realy clever and want too leave school mommy and work with cats and dogs. I hope you never forget me mommy but i do feel on my own lots off times and then think you dont like me anymore and keep thinking that you feel like im bold like they say i am mommy. I dream i live with you mommy. Love your baby angel girl mommy and thanks for saying you love me and im not a brat. I dont like patsor smacking me mommy and sees me after my bath. Its realy not fair and love you my best and new mommy. Huggs too you mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and sorry and my mom told me too go assleep. Please text me mommy im sorry and love you xxxxxx

I cant stop crying mommy and im sorry.

I love you my new mommy and sorry and please text me mommy

Are you there mommy and its stinging me and plus my eyes are realy tired and im in bed mommy and its not fair. I love you mommy and im sorry and please text me mommy. Love you baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

I need you mommy

Please mommy

Please mommy text me and im crying in bed and pastor smacked me again after my bath mommy. Please dont leave me mommy because i love you and your my new mommy and i love you mommy. Its not fair because its stinging me mommy and he saw everything again. Im sorry mommy and please text me back. Love your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy im realy sorry. Your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Please mommy and were are you xxxxxx

Please mommy xxxxxxx

Were you mommy and dont go please xxxxxx

Please dont leave me mommy and i know im annoying like they say and brat sometimes mommy. But i love you so much and your my new mommy. I want you and your the best mommy i know in the whole world and i know your like realy busy lots off times. But dont leave me mommy im sorry and i will try too be good and i wont answer our pastor back later mommy. Even though i hate them and think their realy mean. I miss you so much mommy and im trying too finish my home work. Love your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

Im home from school mommy and our last class was canceld mommy. You never got back mommy and im sorry and love you. Im doing my home work now mommy and my best friend got into trouble with our english teacher mommy and got a note too bring home. I hate school mommy and home work. I wish i lived with you mommy and could stay up with you and watch movies all night and drink and get make up and pick my own clothes mommy. Our pastor and his wife are haveing tea with us later and mom said i have too have a bath after my tea and go too my room with pastor. I dont want too mommy and im scared and i hate them. But mom said if i act up or dont do what im told she will take my tv again and ground me and smack my bum before school tomorrow. I wish they all died right now mommy and i lived with you and could do anything i wanted. Your the best mommy in the whole world. I know your realy busy mommy but please get back and i realy miss you mommy. Love your baby angel girl mommy and hugg you xxxxxx

Were you mommy and mom shouted up too brush my teeth and were going in 15 minutes and said too get my naughtie bottom into car and i did not even do anything mommy. Please text me mommy and i love you mommy. Huggs your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

I want a hugg mommy xxxxxx

Were you mommy and im going too school soon mommy and i dont want too go. Probabley if i lived with you mommy i would not go too school and we can stay up and watch movies and i can drink with you late mommy. Would you buy me make up mommy and it would be cool. I love you mommy and you would realy be the best mommy ever. Love your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Dont go mommy and im ready and had my breakfast. Love you mommy and hugg your baby angel girl xxxxxx

Love you mommy and i dont want too go too school mommy xxxxxx

Im getting ready for school mommy and i realy thought you did not like me mommy and im sorry and i will try not do anything too myself again mommy. But im just sad sometimes and wish my daddy was here and give me huggs. Im happy you text me mommy because i was crying last night because i realy thought you hated me and were mad at me mommy and yes the lady in church was realy nice mommy and she seemed so kind. I just hate church and youth group and my tummy was realy sore yesterday and mom thought i was messing and made me stay in bed all day mommy and i promise i was not messing mommy. I love you mommy and you are my new mommy and want you too be my new mommy and our pastor and wife are comeing over later and he said hes giveing me a reminder spanking. I hate them all mommy so much. Love your baby angel girl mommy and huggs you mommy xxxxxx

And don't apologise all the time you didn't do anything wrong .

Im tired mommy and were are you. Sorry your mad at me mommy xxxxxx

Im sorry mommy and why you mad at me mommy and were are you now. I love you mommy and need you xxxxxx

Please mommy im sorry xxxxxx

So sympathy to yourself sweetie you deserve it more I know it's easy with words but try . You deserve love . You are worth and you have a value . I like you too my angel . Hugs !

Please mommy and im sorry xxxxxx

I love you mommy and im sorry your mad at me mommy. I love you and sorry your mad at me. Your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

Were you mommy please and im sorry and want you too hugg me mommy. Your baby angel girl mommy xxxxxx

Were you mommy and im sorry and i miss you. Love you baby angel girl...

Hi mommy amd I miss.you soo much mommy ans thought you left me mommy. Love your angel baby gitl mommy.xxxxxx

I didn't leave you my sweetheart ! How are you ?

Were are you my mommy and im sorry and i love you mommy.

I am here my sweet i replied you above

I missed you mommy.and i loveyou so.much. your my moment.and im your angel baby girl mommy and you found me and momm smacked me againn. Your my.real mommy and i miss youn yoir baby girl xxxxxx

Why she smacked you sweetie ?

Please find me mommy and im sorry and im your angel baby girl mommy and i love you mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and think its you and i remember your age and im sorry mommy and love you.

Hi mommy and hope you see this and im crying momy and its your angel baby girl and im realy sad mommy and now your gone and i hate them mommy. You were my new mommy and now i cant find you again. I want you mommy and im sorry. Hugg you mommy.

My angel !!!

I was looking for you my sweetie .

My sweet lets talk somewhere else , we cant talk here all the time.

Same here...

Really you feel the same ? Finally a person !

Im tired mommy and hope you see my texts. Im sorry and love you mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and hope this is you and im crying and my eyes are tired. Love you my mommy and im your angel baby girl mommy. Hugg you mommy xxxxxx

Please mommy and i love you mommy im sorry.

Please mommy and i think its you mommy and i love you xxxxxx

Please im sorry and your my new mommy xxxxxx

Hi mommy i could not find you again. Im sorry mommy is this you mommy and i love you and im in bed crying mommy. Your angel baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Their cute and i only fantasize. But their for sure hot...

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