Girlfriend has me on strings
I fucked up my life my dating some crazy messed up girl. Honestly I was just gonna fuck a few times and leave, but then I realised what I was dealing with. She threatens to kill herself to me if I leave her, and blackmails me with loads of things. She caught me cheating and brought me to her house, tied me up and beat me for hours. She held a knife at my neck and said "you don't wanna mess with me anymore babe, trust me. You're mine". Since then it's mainly been her controlling the sex and humiliating me. She sits on my face, chokes me, whips me etc. She gave me a blowjob, and then spat my own cum into my mouth and forced me to swallow it. I didn't know what pegging was until we spend a whole weekend in her room doing it. I'm not gonna lie she is hot and has a great body, maybe I deserve some punishment for just looking for sex but this is just torture that I can't get out of. To be fair, The likes of pegging was arousing for me, but I don't think she intends for me to like it. I definetly am not gonna mess with her tho. She has me completely terrified of even questioning her. So I do like it and I don't like it. I feel like a girl, especially knowing my asshole is like triple the size of hers, but as long as no one knows it's kind of ok, I find her dominance sexy but she does go over the top, especially with beatings but the pegging and choking is sexy. I won't be able to stay like this tho, I will go insane like her. She genuinely is crazy.