Fantasizing about Someone in the Next Room
I used to think my boyfriend and I have an amazing relationship, as we are fully committed...but I don’t know what to feel now.
Well, oral sex a huge part of our relationship. He used to be just astounding when he went down on me, but after a couple years I have gotten...well used to it? It’s a struggle to even feel stimulation.
I am not amused by most porn unfortunately but I have my own fantasies:
I imagine that his best friend and roommate in the other room (who is sexy and attractive as f***) bites my bottom lip, our mouths so close together that he steals the air I need to breath. I imagine he ravages me, shoves me up against a wall as I demand that he uses every last bit of me left. During intercourse he goes so deep it makes me scream and I moan until I feel the exhausting satisfactory relief after he comes deep inside of me.
BUT NO. My boyfriend is gentle to the touch and very loving to me. He’s like a precious little bird or a fawn who is delicate and treats me like the weakling I apparently am.