Finally i Have Accepted This
Recently i started counseling sessions 3 times a week in an effort to understand the relationships i have had with the women in my life. This counselor, as PhD. in psychology, has made me see myself for how i really am. And i am feeling very happy & at peace with myself because of that.
To be frank here i'll just come right out & say what i need to say: i am naturally submissive and a realization of that had alluded me until recently. Now i will no longer deny i need a strong, dominant woman in my life. And that is what has had the effect of setting me free in many ways.
It is my counselor who first made me aware of this and explained that it was nothing to be embarrassed by, or be ashamed of and that i should admit it and live it. So i have. -bitch billi