Under a Bull's Advice, I'm Slowly Training my Fiancée...
I've been interested with cuckolding for a long time now but I've never told anyone. To quench my needs or get my fix, I watch cuckold porn. Now don't get me wrong, I love my fiancée and we have plenty of sex. However, this cuckold thing is a powerful fantasy of mine.
For about two months, I've been talking with this 'expert' Bull (took me some time to find him) and he told me my fantasy is perfectly normal. This Bull is not anonymous or anything and even has a website where he talks about his professional life as a 'couple trainer'; he teaches couples to adopt this cuckold lifestyle. Under his advice, I was told to confess my fantasy, but I'm not ready for that, so he proposed a risky thing. The plan was 'simple', while my fiancée and I had sex I'd bring up the cuckold topic. He said, "While you have sex with her and she's really aroused, tell her if she'd consider another man, a third man in our bed?" I thought this idea was ludicrous but it somehow worked. My fiancée, while in a missionary position, shouted, "Yes! Yes! I'd love a man with a large p e n i s!" Needless to say, this was an eye opener for the both of us because after sex we talked some more. Since that day, we started to watch cuckold movies or movies the feature two men and one woman.
I still chat with the Bull and since talking to him and following his advice, my fiancée wants to explore the cuckold life, but slowly. For example, she'd like to chat or watch live cams featuring Bulls. I know this is an extremely risky thing to do, but the desire is stronger and with my fiancée on board it's hard to back down.
I don't know where this is headed but I'm willing to try and see.
I know a lot of people will judge, but this is our life.