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My wife is great, and I love her very much, I really can't complain about our sex life, but there is one thing I want that she has so far refused. I really want a blowjob/hand job while she describes past sexual encounters with others. I've asked and she got very mad, because she thinks im trying to degrade or demean her for her past. She is ashamed of being, in her words a "whore" before we got together. I admit that early in our relationship her past was disturbing to me, and I was kind of like jealous, but recently the idea of her being slutty has been a turn on. I've experimented on some cuckold chat sites, and done some pretty shady shit, but have discovered that I'm not a cuckold, maybe a candaulist, but more likely a voyeur. I like the idea of her being dirty and telling me about it. Too fucked up?
I wouldn't say " too fucked up ". It is unusual that by the time you were married that you hadn't already had a hand job and a blow job. If those two things were part of her "disturbing" past, and what she did as a "whore", she may have bad memories from it, and engaging in them may fracture her psyche. As far as getting her to talk about it, or talk dirty, I too enjoy such activity but my wife has zero imagination and is too hung up to describe her sexual past, so, I too frequent sites where women are more engaging.
I get plenty of blowjobs just not with the talk about past experiences.
Oh, okay, gotcha. My bad.