I'm a straight girl, except when it comes to fat women
I'm a straight girl, except when it comes to fat women. I am obsessed with fat women: their bellies, their butts, their breasts, especially their big jiggling arms ... everything about fat women turns me on, but other than that I'm into men. I've lost attraction to women who've lost weight, and I've been turned on by women I'd never look at otherwise after they gained a few pounds.
Is this normal? Does this make me a lesbian? Bi? I don't know, and I'm not sure what to do. I kissed a fat woman once and almost came just from touching her, but that's as far as we got. There's a cute (no, beautiful) fat woman a few years older than me at my job (I'm 17, she's 21). Should I ask her out, or ignore her, or what?