Never been Gay or Bi, but considering it more and more lately

As a mid 20s guy who wants to be a massive fat feedee, I've been trying to find women who'd be open to having a fat hubby and feeding me, but the less luck I have while looking, the more I'm sorta considering becoming Bi. I've not really attracted to men though so I'm not sure I'd even want to try it irl. Still, sometimes I'm so desperate to fulfill my feedee fantasy that I think about possibly becoming Bi even more