Sex Video of Wife

A few months ago I found a video on my wife's laptop of her having sex with another man. I haven't confronted her about it and I just keep watching it and masturbating while I watch it.

She has cheated on me, yet I feel like what I am doing is worse than what she has done. I've become obsessed with it and I watch it and masturbate every day, sometimes several times a day while watching it. I've copied the video to my laptop and I keep checking hers for new videos but so far there have been no new ones.

Now I would rather watch that video and masturbate than have sex with her. She's wondering why I have lost interest in sex and I know that soon she's going to make an issue of it and I don't know how to handle that.

I don't even know how I feel about her any more. I think I might be able to cope with her cheating on me, because the video was dated over a year ago and there has been nothing on her laptop since and she doesn't act like she is seeing anyone else at the moment. So it was probably just a one off thing.

But the thing that really burns me is that in that video she does things with that guy that she has never done with me. She does things with him that i have asked her to do and she's refused and things that I have never even asked her to do and it's very obvious that she is really enjoying all of these things.

Anyway I think I'm more concerned about what kind of pervert I am for watching that video and masturbating than what she has done. What kind of man does that? What's even worse is that I like to talk to her, smell her, get close to her just before I masturbate and watch the video because somehow that makes it even more intense.

Related Posts

More Related Posts