Long Ago

51 M, married 24 years. I consider myself to be completely hetero. But, there's some history. I grew up in central Washington state, in a smaller city. I was a socially awkward nerd as a kid. Tom was my best friend and we had known each other since grade school. When we were about 16 he confessed to me that he was gay. The term we used then was "homo". The town where we grew up was a very conservative agricultural area and the idea of his being a homo seemed pretty weird to me. But he was my only real friend and I figured that I'd just accept him as he was. Other than that oddity, ours was a very typical friendship between a couple of teens who were living on the outside of the popular crowd. We kept to ourselves and didn't relate to others very well.

When we graduated from high school, we were accepted at different colleges and went our two different ways, but remained friends until he died of cancer about five years ago. But the summer before we went off to college we took a road trip together. I had kind of a beat up pick up truck with a camper shell on the back and we decided that we'd take a month long trip to see the west. We had no money so we just free camped and slept on a mattress in the back of my truck. We drove east through Washington, Idaho, Montana, Wyoming, Colorado, Utah, Nevada and Oregon before coming back home. Mostly we camped at lakes and streams and fished and hiked.

One night about a week into the trip we were laying on top of our sleeping bags because it was hot. Due to the heat we were both just wearing boxers. We got to talking about sex and being a young horny guy I started getting hard. Tom saw my erection in the dim light and said something about taking care of that. I didn't really respond because I didn't know what to say so he leaned over and started playing with my dick. It got bigger.

After a minute or two he put it in his mouth and I think I only lasted about 30 seconds before I shot my load. I was shocked but was so fucking horny that I didn't care. After that first night he sucked me off every night before we went to sleep. I was kinda disgusted by the same sex thing but I was so horny that I didn't care.

A few weeks later in a moment fueled by raging teen hormones and beer, I took his cock in my mouth too. Like me he ejaculated really quickly. I've gotta say that I didn't really like sucking cock but I was so horny that I did it anyway. We continued like that through the rest of the trip sucking each other off every night. We never kissed and we never fucked. It was only mutual blow jobs.

After we got back home things were busy and we both soon headed off to our different colleges. That trip was the only time in my life that I did any same sex stuff. Looking back on it I don't know what to think. But I was horny and the blow jobs were great.

I married a nice woman a few years after college and she knows nothing about the sexual experimentation that Tom and I did that summer. I'll never tell her.

By Anonymous 28 min

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