Lost it with my cousin

I'm an 18 year old woman who was a virgin until last weekend. I fucked for the first time with my 17 year old cousin. It was my time, I needed to fuck and really had no one that had any interested in me. I'm not good looking, I'm over weight and no one ever asked me for a date in high school, I masturbated almost everyday. I started college last year, most of the girls I met have boyfriends and are having sex, it was making me crazy, I wanted to fuck. My fathers family came for a visit, it's been years since we saw each other, they live 400 miles away. When they arrived I saw my cousin had grown into a strong young man, mmm, I was thinking about fucking him. Our parents took us all out for dinner, I sat next to him. He was really nice to me and he got my full attention. After dinner we came back to our house, they were staying at a local motel a few miles away and our parents were having drinks before they went back to the motel. I was seriously thinking of a way to see if my cousin would fuck me, I liked him a lot. I asked him if he'd like to take a ride with me into town where we could hang out for a while. When we got there some of my friends were hanging out but were not there long it was getting after 10 at night. I said to my cousin let's go over to the lake see what's going on. I knew no one was there, I was going to make my move, I desperatly wanted him to fuck me. I pulled into a dirt road, he looked around and said there's nothing here. I said I'm here, I took his hand and put it on my tits. Do you like that I asked. Yea he said. I took my shirt and bra off, I let him feel my tits, there kind of big because I'm fat. He asked if he could suck on them, go on I said and started feeling his cock. He didn't say a word, he pulled his pants down to his knees so I could touch him. I felt his cock for a minute then I started sucking him. I stopped, pull your pants up I said, I put my shirt on and got out of the car. I took him to a grassy area overlooking the lake. I took my cloths off and told him come on take your cloths off for me, he didn't hesitate. We layed on the grass touching and kissing. I asked him, did you ever have sex before, no he said but I want to. I said I want to get fucked, I'm a virgin I need a cock, would you fuck me. He was surprised but he was all smiles, hell yea he said, we're both about to fuck for the first time. I used a dildo home alone so it wasn't like I was going to have a problem taking his cock, he wasn't as big as my dildo. I got into sucking his dick, he asked me if he could eat my pussy, I had my pubic hair trimmed hoping for this moment. I let him eat me, he didn't have a clue how to do it so I instucted him, showed him my clit that was sticking begging to be sucked. He eventually started doing it decently, I could feel an orgasm coming on so I stopped him, fuck me now I need your cock in me. His cock went right in, I was so wet and horny it was painless. He was going easy, I let him go at his own pace but I wanted it faster, I wanted him to fuck the daylights out of me. I said can you go faster and maybe a little harder. He started pounding me, I stopped him, I want you to fuck me doggy, you know what I mean. Yea he said I got on my hands and knees and he got into banging me really hard, I started cumming really good, this was fucking awesome to me, I never had a cum like that, it wasn't stopping as he was hammering me . He said I'm going to cum, I said pull it out you can't cum inside me, he shot his cum all over my back, he unloaded a huge amount I felt running off my back. He took his jeans and wiped my back off. He was so happy, he said I was really good and asked if we could do it again tomorrow. I said sure I can hardly wait. I went to put my cloths on, he asked me if he could eat me again saying he liked it a lot. I let him go down on me and he made me cum again. The next day wasn't going to be easy for us, our families took us sight seeing and wasted the day, my cousin and I were so horny for each other we both wanted to leave and find a place to fuck. That night we went back to the same spot on the lake, we fucked everyday, once 2 times in one day for almost a week until they went back home. I'm not sorry I used him, he's happy I did now neither one of us are virgins, and I'd be more comfortable trying to find someone to fuck me, I'm dying to fuck someone else now, I'm looking for someone to fuck me often. Got my heart set on an old school friend, I think he'd do it with me. He I'm sure is still a virgin and like me over weight and unattractive, I don't care I want a cock bad, I'm going to tell him I'm a virgin and need to get fucked. I bet he'll do it. I hope to see my cousin and fuck him again someday, I feel an attachment to him, he treated me like a queen and loved eating my pussy, I taught him well.

By Anonymous

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