Proud to be bullied and aroused by that
I was bullied since my childhood , one year after another, i learned that bullying is a natural way to have fun for people who have gut , dignity and a good sense of what is funny, infact bullies only pick on certain people , they know who deserve respect and those who don't , also , people who get bullied are a failure so is better for the likes of us to be grateful if someone decided to consider us useful enough to have some fun , understand all this make me a loyal co-conspirator who love to get bullied and to help them to bully other people . It also helped me to discover one side of my nature : i love to be a coward that lead other victims for the humiliations planned by bullies , i love the feeling to stand there and enjoy the frustration that the betrayed person feel , meaningless to say , i am the greatest suck up ever , but in an honest way , since i don't have to ask bullies for nothing more than the honor to be useful for their entertainment , i am also supporting bullying all over the internet , i hope that this confession will be notice by people who feel my same way :D
The reason I am here is because in the 9th grade I was bullied. I went from having friends to being the victim. I was pushed out. I was so alone. I would do anything to be back in. One day the queen bee sat beside me and at first I was so happy. Someone noticed me. She put her hand on my leg and moved it up. I was moretified. In class under the desk. She invited me to sit with the in girls at lunch and now I was in.
The cost was to do whatever she said. After lunch she told me to wear skirts to school. So I did. They all did. She or one of her group would sit beside me and finger me. I just sat there. Then one day I was dispatched to do the same to another girl who was being allowed to join the group. So I just did what I was told because the cost of saying no was just too high.
By grade 11 I was going to parties and she the queen bee would alocate boys to have sex with me.
So now I have no social skills and I'm alone again. I have no idea how to actually socialise to get a husband. I would so like to have someone. Sometimes I dream that I would be put in an arranged marriage.
That's what happens when you are bullied.
Im so sorry that you went through that .
I think you should just find the queen bee and keep enjoying the act of worshiping her
Thanks to that ,you will become completely omnipotent and none would never dare to humiliate you
You must learn matrial arts , practice power lifting , get the help of a psycologist who can help you to forget all the bad things who happened to you