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My BF's bestfriend
My boyfriend got pissed off at me at a party and left me there, one of his close friends consoled me the rest of the night. We left the party and I ended up on his lap and ended up caressing each other's hands and then slowly kissing each other, but someone caught one kiss but thought it didn't actually happen.
Later on when we got back to the house (my boyfriend and his roommate are in the same friend group) I decided I didn't want to sleep in my boyfriend's room so I stayed in his roommate's room, with his roommate, my friend, and my boyfriend's other friend. We noticed they both fell asleep and started slightly flirting with each other, throwing things at each other. Finally he came over to me to act like he was going to "fight me" and ended up locking his lips on mine again. I had a feeling of euphoria. I was attracted to him before, but this heightened it all. I ended up sitting on his lap in a chair while making out with him while he was moving his hands from my hips, over my ass, back up and then caressing my boobs. He sucked on my nipples and it drove me crazy. It felt so wrong, which made it feel so right. He kept kissing my neck and biting and I tried to pull away as much as I could because I'm very prone to hickeys. He caressed my pussy outside of my pants while kissing my neck and it drove me crazy. I knew where it was going to end up going if we continued but I didn't want to get caught and I didn't know how I would feel if I ended up letting it happen, so I stopped him and told him we probably shouldn't and he understood.
He got up to grab a cigarette and couldn't find a lighter, so I got up to help him and I stood in front of the chair slightly bending over "looking" for a lighter and he put his arms around my waist and pulled me onto the chair with him again and we started making out all over again. This time, he found the spot that really turned me on, my ear. Any slight breathing around my ear drives me insane, and he could tell. He kept doing this sexy smirk that drove me nuts, and was just pleasuring me. While this was all happening, I heard my boyfriend get up in the other room so I jumped from his lap and ran into the other chair and we both acted like we were sleeping. My boyfriend came in and "woke" me up and had me go to his room with him, so I did.
I honestly wish I could sneak off with his friend so much to repeat what we did that night, we message each other all the time and have a connection. I'm just not sure what I should do though because of my boyfriend (even though it's a very very complicated relationship right now and he's cheated on me with his ex in the past). I feel like I wouldn't want it to just be a one time thing either.
I constantly make excuses to go take a bath so I can fantasize about that night and what would of happened if my boyfriend stayed asleep all night.
The next time slip him a sleeping pill in one of his drinks and go for it.
Leave your boyfriend. It is all over and you don't really care about him if you can do those things with another person. If you marry him, you will end up being another loser cheater wife, because if you are this bad just dating you won't be nothing right for him later. What you did was wrong. Two wrongs don't make a right and if you think it does then quit dating him and trying to hurt him. He has a short life and doesn't deserve to live it with a cheater. You either want something right with him or you don't. If you do, you should tell him what happened so that he can distance this so called "friend" away from the two of you. No real friend would do that to his friend and right now you aren't being a friend to your boyfriend either. Either do it right or kick him to the curb, but don't be just another cheater loser. It is so stupid to cheat when you can break up and do it right. Stupid and hurtful.