How do it get it out of my brain?
I have an older sister, and i'm having very conflicting feelings about her. here's the deal: i found out she's been doing some amateur porn. imagine browsing a porn site and stumbling upon some videos (yes, plural) of your sister doing some very hot and nasty shit.
most would probably be disgusted by the thought of it... but not me. first time around i actually masturbated to it. problem is, this has become sort of an obsession. this was months ago, and i still masturbate to those videos only exclusively (or think about them when i'm not browsing for porn). i do it daily, and it's gotten worse over time. now i fantasize about her. good thing i don't see her often because i can barely look her in the eye now without imagining i'm fucking her, too. and word's out about those videos, btw. i don't know if any of my relatives have heard about them, but many of her people in her circle know about them really well.
my problem is, no matter what i try, i can't take those images out of my head, and i'm disgusted that i can even fantasize about having sex with her. should i see a therapist? what should i do?
My oldest friend persistently asked me one
Thanksgiving if I thought my sister was attractive and whether I'd sleep with her. Not something I'd considered before though my truthful answer was yes. Now I'm still at yes but also with "why not"... And a bit obsessed. My girlfriends have all looked like her though so the roleplaying has been lit
Tell her you found her porn videos and she was great and they got you hard and can you and her act out some porn
Go with it. I was apartment watching and pet sitting for my hot older sister, and found folders of naked, posed, porn-type photos of her. At home, on some guy's bike, all sorts of photos. Incredibly sexy. Drove me to the point of not only pleasuring myself, but swiping a few for future use.
I have a thing going on secretly about my sister not unlike yours...
Some time ago while looking through some soft porn online I found an image from the mid 1990's. It was a picture of a 20 year old model wearing only sexy panties while posing suggestively.
The girl in this picture is the image of my sister who would have been the same age at that time also. Its clearly not her but boy she is the image of her. Same hair, eyes, and build. The models tits were perfectly formed just as i had always imagined my sisters would have been back then.
Years ago when living at home with my older sister, I used to sneak into her room and masturbate with her panties. While masturbating I used to think of her in her room wearing only her skimpy panties walking around and getting undressed.
Growing up I never spied on her but I always wanted to see her naked, never getting the chance.
Now thanks to this very high quality image, I have a picture of my "sister" as a young woman in her sexy lingerie with her beautiful tits for me to see.
I now find myself masturbating several times a week with this picture and vividly picturing what her beautiful young body was like back then!
Its a dark fantasy, one I will never act upon. I have and always have had a great relationship with my sister.