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Too small and too big to fuck
I feel so bad!! There was this man that I met online. We met in person, and he's super nice and fun to chat with. He's also much larger than I expected. I am not a tiny girl myself, but I look downright skinny beside him. But, my issue is not his size.
We've been talking about sex for a long time. I kind of didn't want to but I felt I had become a cock tease. So, yesterday evening I invited him over to my apartment.
As soon as he was kissing me and touching me I knew it was a mistake. I truly didn't want to have any form of sex with this man. I just wasn't feeling it at all, but I felt obligated (yes I know how wrong that sounds).
Anyway, we go to my room. He eats my pussy, and I will admit he's rather good at that, but I kind of had to imagine he was someone else. I feel terrible even typing that.
Then he fully undresses and I realize he is so small down there that there is no way he can have intercourse. :( It was like a large thumb. Sorry, truth.
So, I lay him down and I suck him off. I kept my eyes closed and just focused on the task. Again, it's not his size. It's just that there was truly no chemistry for me.
The problem is...he really likes me, and really wants this to become more. I really don't, and truthfully I have feelings for another. I shouldn't have done anything with him. I am an idiot and a bitch for leading him on.
This happened to me last year, I had been talking to this woman I met online, actually from an ad I replied to trying to buy tools she had posted. I left my email and had sent her a text as well. The stuff was sold already, but she sent a long email about her going through a nasty divorced. For some reason we just hit it off and talked through email and text eventually talking on the phone and getting into sexual conversations.
She kept pushing to meet , we finally decide to meet for dinner and get a hotel room in a town mid way between us. There was absolutely no sexual chemistry when we finally met in person. It was an odd experience because she was so sexual when we talked but in bed she was very up tight. We ended up not even fucking that night , we just went to sleep. The next morning she woke me up kissing me and stroking my cock . I thought great maybe she was just really nervous the night before, I try to go down on her, she stops me and tells me she doesn't like that, tells me she just wants me inside her. She laid there with her legs spread ,her arms to the side, it felt like I was forcing her so I stopped . She asked what was wrong , I told her I didn't think she was really into it and didn't want her feeling pressured to have sex. She got upset , she said she was really enjoying it and didn't know why I wasn't . We ended up just getting dressed and leaving. I started to understand why she had gotten divorced when after that night she went crazy stocking me. I had to change my phone number and email . I'm just glad we didn't me at my house like she had wanted.
The best thing to do is not drag it out any longer , be honest and tell him you just don't have feelings for him. The longer you lead him on the harder it will be when it finally ends.
Just be friends with him (or not). If you are not attracted to him, it is time to look elsewhere. Sometimes it takes a while.