I made my girlfriend abusive
I changed my girlfriend. She is a tomboy type girl, she's really strong and bulky and that. She quite think but not in a fat way, in a way where its spread evenly around the body like Kim k. She has a massive ass and double d sized tits. She wears adidas track suits and stuff like that. Overall she is really hot and strong and I like her in that way but I made her abusive to me. You see I am still stronger than her, but I would never physically hurt a female. One of my desires was being submissive I a relationship sometimes, where she was the boss and controlled me. And at first it was brilliant because she really took the role of the male in our relationship. But then she took it a bit too seriously and she won't stop. She beats me in public and makes me look like a pussy. At home she beats me up badly and very often. Usually it Aroused me but the other day she nearly killed me. She was beating me up for disagreeing with her on what to watch on tv, and that was pretty normal for us, but then when she knocked me to the floor she started strangling me. I couldn't breathe and nearly lost consciousness until she let go. And when we are in bed I have to do whatever she says whether i want to or not. Our relationship has turned into doing whatever she wants and if I refuse she beats me up. I don't want to break up because I'll never get a hot girl in my life again that I can sometimes relate to and talk to
Hit the bitch back
It sounds to me like you do t know your place as a sub! Why would you argue with anything? Say yes, and thank her for the opportunity to serve her. If you don't act up, you won't get punished. You need a good hard pegging to remind you what you are.
You really need to pack up and go. This "might" be all fun and games at times. But I have seen what this turns in to once children come along.