Desire for coworker
I'm 38, female, attached (boyfriend), and work for a large financial company, and over the past 6 months I've been hit on by a coworker who is substantially younger (22 male). We started simply as friends, but in recent months he's been texting me sexy things and hinting that he has a romantic interest in me. At first I brushed him off, but I admit that I was flattered to have an admirer, so I've been flirting back some too.
The thing is that he is married, and I have no idea why he is attracted to me. I've seen pictures of his wife, and she is young and gorgeous--perfect athletic body, big tits, shapely hips--far better looking than me. They have two children together.
Last week we were having lunch, flirting, and talking about sex, among other things. I was feeling hot just being in his presence. When we left, we walked down to a park and he kissed me for the first time. It was long and sensual, He smelled so good that I could have mounted him right then and there. He was electric. I hadn't felt that turned on in years.
He suggested that we call our bosses to tell them we're working only a half day (we work in different departments), and get a hotel room for the afternoon. It was clear that it was an offer to fuck each other's brains out all afternoon, before he returned home to his family. It was a strange moment, because my body was telling me "Oh, yes, yes, yes," but I kept my scruples and told him that I wasn't ready to be his mistress, yada yada, and declined the offer.
The thing is that I know it is only a matter of time before we have sex. It is inevitable, I have never been around someone whose chemistry was such a perfect match. Everything about him turns me on. In the annals of human history, I'm not sure if there has been stronger animal attraction than what we are experiencing. I think daily about fucking him every which way imaginable, feeling his cock twitch and deliver forth that creamy white goodness on to my egg, and having his child. I crave him like nothing I've ever known.
I have a boyfriend of 6 years. We live together. But I am still the side piece for 3 married men. And 2 guys who have girlfriends.
Age aside, do it. I had a gorgeous, olive-skinned, blue-eyed young woman working for me a few years ago. Were more like partners instead of employer-employee, really. Spent tons of time with her, and the flirting was frequent. On our way back from appointments, we'd stop off for lunch or dinner, and rarely talked about work or the day. Usually had the feeling of a date.
One afternoon, as we ate at a fairly high-end seafood place (I treated her well), she asked what was next, as in, for the day. Before I could form an answer, she had a suggestion: "Why don't we go back to that hotel we just passed, and spend the night having sex? I know you want me, and, I'm into it".
I was surprised she'd make the first move, but, did agree..It was time we did this. I paid our bill, and headed back a mile or two to the large, chain hotel. Funny thing was, the front desk person easily picked up on what we were doing. Younger woman, older man (not too much older, but not her age, either), room for the night. Yep, he knew.