Feelings for underage client
I am a 52 year old guy, happily married with two adult kids. I'm a physical therapist and specialize in manual therapy for back pain. I have many different clients and usually we land on a combination of exercises and manual therapy which you could describe as massages.
Since about 2 months I have a weekly appointment with a 13 year old girl who I've become completely obsessed with. The very first time we met she came in with her mother and we had a talk and then discussed different forms of treatment for her back pains. She was an average teenager to me and we discussed manual therapy which she and her mother seemed to think was exactly the type of treatment she was looking for.
Her mother left the room and I asked her to undress herself and told her she could keep on her pants and if she was uncomfortable she could keep on her bra. I instructed her to do these things and lay on her stomach on the table. I then left the room and chatted with the mom for a bit. When I reentered the room she had undressed herself down to her panties and had taken off her top and bra but was just standing around, seemingly wanting me to see her. I felt somewhat uncomfortable about the situation but asked her to lay down and we started the session. We chatted a bit about nothing really and after about 25 minutes we finished the therapy. We kept the conversation going for a bit and she turned over and talked with me for a few more minutes while topless and just laying there. She then got dressed and left with her mom.
The next week she came in alone and we discussed that we would continue with the physical therapy for a few weeks to see if it would bring relief. She then started to undress while I was still there. It's highly unusual for me to stay in the room while a client undresses because that's always a private moment. Yet for some reason it felt really natural and almost weird if I would leave in the middle of our conversation.
She undressed herself and then revealed she was not wearing any panties. She acted like it was totally natural and even took her time folding her clothes while completely nude. She is an average looking girl but had a very small and female body. I got completely flustered and maybe even turned red because I could feel myself being in some sort of surreal state. She layed down and we finished the session. We chatted for a bit and then she got dressed and left.
I think I jerked off 5 or 6 times that week alone to that experience.
The next week it was the exact same thing except she was wearing panties and simply took them off. I told her it wasn't necessary and she said she felt more comfortable without them. I almost passed out right there. After the therapy this time we talked for almost an hour. She remained naked and even turned around at a certain point and we just continued the conversation. It had nothing to do with therapy or anything anymore. I was simply infatuated with her and loved talking to her.
Since then we have our weekly therapy session followed by a conversation that can last anywhere from 1 to 3 hours where she just lays or sits there completely naked. She's asked me to massage other parts of her body, namely her thighs multiple times and I've indulged her. She jokes around with me, teases me and generally signals me that she is into all this very much as well. I've on more than one occasion clearly seen her get wet and on one occasion she jokingly bent over and told me to do my worst.
I've jerked off more to the thought of being with this girl than I can describe. I'm totally in love with her. The only thing stopping me from simply having sex with her is the fact that she is an underage girl! I really don't want to be a pedophile but I also feel that the way we treat eachother already puts me in this category. My entire week revolves around my scheduled appointment with her and I fantasize about her almost every waking moment.
No idea where this crazy situation will take me, but I feel writing this down has brought me more clarity. Thanks for reading.
I have jerked off to the thought of my daughters friends many times after seeing them in our pool
13 will get you 20 . Stop your shit have her see a different dr
Is this for real. I would have told her mom and got her to tann her bottom there and then. Shes a freaking little girl and very vunerable. That child neeeds boundaries and love and a moms hand to her bare bottom..
You don't know where it will take you ? PRISON is the answer if you take it any further than you already have. You are already setting yourself up for trouble just being alone with her while she is naked. They could make any accusation against you and it would be her and her mother's word against yours , who do you think they would believe?
Dangerous! Keep away from thoughts of how tense everyone's glutes are and how you should massage them and then slip your fingers in between her cheeks and to her wet cunt.
If you do go further you got to think about killing her mom
Hope you're not being set up by the mom with a trap
Man, you've got to keep this where it is, in the fantasy stage. If the slightest thing happens between you and her, your life could be ruined, and that's not even considering her life and her vulnerable state. Once something happens, you could be blackmaled or criminally charged, not just now, but decades later. You'd be a powerless hostage for the rest of your life, never knowing when or if you'll be exposed. I'd find a way right now to stop seeing her. Yes, it's fun to think about , we're all human, and any adult hetero male who says he's never been at least momentarily excited by an underage girl is lying. But you have to avoid this temptation like the plague.