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What am i?
I'm very conflicted. Im straight and in a long term relationship with 3 kids. However, our sex life, tho great when we have sex, is practically non-existent. It has been about 3 months since we last had sex. I know i please her and give her orgasms, but she just isnt that into it anymore. Anyway, my confession is that for some time now (about 3 years) i have been masturbating to gay porn. I dont feel gay, and I'm not attracted to men, but the thought of dick makes me so aroused. Its like Im attracted to the penis not the male. I still love the female form and get massively turned on by seeing/feeling my partner naked, but i just also have this craving for penis. In fact i mostly masturbate to shemale porn. but again its only the shemales who look like a woman that i like.
Part of me wants to confess this to somebody but i dont know how. I dont want people to think that Im gay or even Bi, because i dont feel this accurately portrays what I am.
I also worry about how my partner would react, as its not like i want to be with another person, but how would she feel? Would she think she no longer pleases me? Because this just isnt true. Just watching her get changed gives me an erection.
Am i just overly sexed, but reached a point in my life where i want something i havent had before??
I am a straight female but I have had sex with women more than once, and I will do it again for sure. I think women are beautiful, but I don't find myself desiring them on a day to day basis. When I have had sexual encounters with women it has been situational with a man or men involved. But I very much enjoyed it all the same. I don't want to date women...actually I have no idea how you men date us. I don't let what I do sometimes because it's fun define who I am and how I think about myself. Being married doesn't complicate your situation, but I don't think desiring penis makes you gay. I don't think masturbating to gay porn makes you gay or bad. IT'S OK. Totally ok!
Well come on over mama im a female& willing to do anything with another woman
Does**** complicate your situation. !!! Typo!
You don't have to label your desires. It just makes you --- you. Most of us cocksuckers enjoy sucking nice clean cocks -- but are not attracted to the man ... nor do we want a man-man relationship. I'm very happily married... but at age 75 ... I sure enjoy sucking cock.
Don't worry about it. Different things turn us on and it's all fine. You are not gay or bisexual.