Wannabe badgirl

So, I have the image of this girl I want to be in my head. I want to smoke very heavily, at least 4 packs a day. Right now I can barely smoke 2. I want to do more drugs than I already do and want to have an addiction to an illegal drug like speed or LSD. I hope I have a smoker's cough soon. I am sixteen and trying to get pregnant as well. I'm mostly doing it for the sex but also because I want people to start seeing me that way, and boys to feel free to use me. I have flashed online and in public before and I have had public sex and asked someone to film it so I can post it to my Facebook, and make it seem like an accident. I want to get pregnant so I have to abort the baby, and I want to keep getting pregnant over and over again. I want random guys to impregnate me though, not the same guy. I want to continue doing easy drugs like weed and xan as well as others. I want to quit school and just start hanging out with the wrong people who can actually help me do the above. A few days ago, I had sex with a guy and after he left, he called me telling me to have phonesex with him. I did that and then we met again at a party the same night. We had sex again, without a condom, but I am not pregnant. I am trying to be this girl and hopefully I will be her soon. I just need more sex and cigarettes.

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