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Monkey i cant shake
I just cant seem to shake the crack demon completly no matter what i do i always fall off the wagon.
For me its stupid. I cant control myself and it turns me into a freak.
I always smoke it as fast as i can, usually burning my lips, then get buck naked pacing around contemplating streaking even during the day, but usually dont unless its dark out.
It turns me into a silly sissy horney show off wanna be.
When im really high i just want to be a nasty public humiliated gangbang slave and have lots of laughing women spank and spit on me while they make fun of my tiny scared turtle head penis from the coke.
As they get naked and warm up thier men getting them rock hard to doggy fuck me raw id be dolled up like a nasty slut.
I really need to quit this shit, because its all i can think about when im high and i hate the fact that i want to constantly dance naked, be spanked and groped and be a hard core cock whore sucking licking and slurping on dicks balls and female ass holes, while gulping down loads of jizz and having my hiked up ass pumped full till im too sore to walk.
I even want to try double anal.
This fucking crap sucks. I know if i was rich that i would go crazy one time for sure and have a week long massive bi orgy doing everything imaginable.
Why dose this shit turn me into a freak?
Listen, you should get help kicking the crack. You may wind up doing something while high which will impact your life in a negative way. Are you an out of the closet sissy? Are you gay and out?
If not, imagine what would happen if suddenly everyone were made aware of what you do while high. Could you go to work if everyone there had seen video of you prancing around, getting gangbanged, etc.?
Seriously, everyone videos stuff these days. And if you acted out your fantasy, someone would film it and upload it. Then it would just be a matter of time until someone who knows you sees it, and shares it.
Think about it.
Why not go to a pro dom and have her doll you up and do a forced bi scene? There are other ways to do this too, but when you are high on crack you are not thinking things through and there can be consequences.
Well, you got one thing right, you are a freak. I've done crack, meth, various opioids, and even acid and have never felt like doing that kinda stuff.
I know i am. Plenty of people get high and remain fairly sane.
Im looking for some feedback from anyone who has ever felt similar to me.
I dont know why im this way but i am obsessed with my desires.
If i were female i would definatly be a hard core xxx anything goes mega whore.
Id power smoke crack after getting drunk on jack and throw my fully shaved oiled body at as many wasted horney men on viagra with rock hard cocks that wanted to violently gangbang me in any scenario imanginable.
Ideally outdoors on a stage with a excited audience shouting suggestions.
OMG! Id be such a willing fuckpig!!!