My obsession with blowjobs (more to follow after this)
Ever since I was young, before ever having sex for the first time even, I knew I was more into oral sex than I was into straight sex. The thought of seeing a cute, pretty female face swallowing my dick and me cumming in her pretty mouth is such a turn on, I can almost cum just thinking about it. The thought of licking her pussy as a return favor is equally exciting. I dream about making women cum with my mouth.
First, I know oral sex has different names depending on who is receiving, male or female. I just call them all sloppy blowjobs. Sloppy is the best.
I will start by describing the blowjobs I have received from the only three women I've ever been with. The first was from a now ex-girlfriend from a long time ago. I was 18 years old and fresh out of high school. No boring details of the back story here, just blowjob stuff. She wasn't especially into blowjobs but she was into "me" and knew I was into blows so she would offer them up on a regular basis. She could deepthroat, and she would bob her head up and down, taking my whole cock in her mouth to the base repeatedly, and she never pulled off when I cummed. She was a spitter, though.
The next girl became my first wife. She was not much of a blower. Lacked experience. She would mostly just take my dick in about half way and just softly tongue it until I came. Sometimes she would move her head, but mostly just a soft sucking action. But, my first blowjob from her, she swallowed my load. She didn't like it, and never did it again willingly. I asked her if she had swallowed when I didn't see her spit, and she just said she thought that was what she was supposed to do. We stayed married for 7 years before splitting, and in that time she sucked my dick about twice to three times a month. I wanted it every time we had sex and I always, always, always cummed in her mouth. Eventually she got so she didn't like that, but towards the end of our marriage we also got into bondage, and I quickly found out whenever she was hog tied in a kneeling position in front of me, hands behind her back, she usually ended up doing a very enthusiastic, fast paced sucking and bobbing action on my cock, despite knowing the results of this. She became a different person then. Her sopping wet pussy suggested she loved it, and of course, with her in this helpless position, and given our history, she must have known she was going to take a dripping, soaking wet, mouthful of my jizz as a thank you for doing such a wonderful job. I would hold it in her mouth until the last drop was out, not allowing her to stop her mouth action until I was finished cumming. She was to continue until I said stop. Then she could spit in a cup if she was not disagreeable to her situation. Sometimes I made her spit and let it dribble down her tits if she hadn't performed just the way I had liked. Once I held my cock in until she had half swallowed and gagged because she had complained of always having to suck me, but I made it a requirement. She knew the rules, and yet she still would even ask to be tied up at times. She liked it. I made her a cock sucking whore.
My current wife is a expert blowjob queen. When she wants to be. We've been married now for almost 15 years. Her blowjobs started out great, and she took my jizz in her mouth. Over the years she has gotten so she doesn't take my load anymore, and she is not into bondage so there's no chance I can make her like I did my last wife. However, she can deepthroat like my ex-girlfriend used to. She also had a soft touch to her fingers and I especially enjoy her softly stroking my balls as she slobs me off with her mouth. She usually finishes this with her hand now, though, and I shoot my load all over her fingers. I long for the days of her sucking me off and taking it in the mouth, like any good woman should! She will again! Mark my words.
Of the three of them, my wife now is the only one I have ever really desired to use my mouth on in return. She isn't even into it, and has to be feeling especially turned on to let me, and in 15 years she has only twice ever told me to "lick it", which I did with enthusiasm. If I could get her to lay on her back and hold her legs up and apart, I'd eat her until she cummed several times. I'd be sloppy with it, and use my fingers, use a vibrator in her twat, or in her ass, and do any little nasty thing she wanted, and continue until she said stop, no matter how long that was. She could have this every day if she wants. All she has to do is ask.
Too long...too unreal.
I'm gonna be honest, nobody cares enough to read all of your posts about bjs. Jut sum it up in one post, jeez.