Trying to feel something 2

So after that incident with the guy I met at the bar. I ended up moving out of my grandparents house and into my younger cousins he would end up throwing these big parties and invite a lot of his friends from work and they would invite their friends so a lot of people at the party would be teenagers. My cousin had lost somebody too and he was taking it really hard he would end up drinking a lot and I think he had a drug problem.so anyway after staying there I would occasionally wake up in the middle of the night to party's going on at first I was a little upset but I realized I didn't have a job or any reason to be up early the next day so I decided to join them. I ended up meeting some of them and we hung out occasionally whenever my cousin would throw a party there was this cute guy that seemed like he was always trying to impress me lol. He seemed into me and I liked him but I kind of avoided the topic because he seemed too young for me. he was short a little bit shorter than me and had dreadlocks he kind of had a hippie look to him one night we ended up staying up longer than everybody else and we were the last ones drinking so there really wasn't much going on and I asked him if he wanted to watch Netflix in my room I took him by the hand and started to lead him towards my room as I was holding his hand my heart was beating really fast it started to feel like the first time I held a someone's hand I kept on asking myself what am I doing we ended up getting into my room I started to think maybe we should just watch Netflix and I didn't have anywhere to set in my room so I asked him if he wanted to hop on the bad. He took it the wrong way and started to take off his pants I was so turned on at this point that I didn't correct him and I started to take off my clothes it happened really suddenly before I knew it we were rolling around naked after a few minutes of rolling around I could tell he was inexperienced so I leand him back and started to climb on top and go down on him. I loved the look on his face when he went in me he looked so happy.lol for some reason I decided to grab the phone my cousin gave me at the head of my bed and handed it to him and ask him to record or take pictures so I get up and started to turn around and go into reverse cowgirl so the camera and him can see my ass so I look over my shoulder at the camera and start grinding and start really going at it when suddenly my door burst open and other people start walking in we were both a little shocked and he looked like he wanted to stop but I asked him don't stop and told them to get out. I don't know what they were thinking if they wanted to join in or if one of them was jealous and wanted me to their self. So my cousin comes around the corner lol and yells Oh God and throws his hands over his eyes so I take off the blanket and throw it over the guy I was with and said to my cousin is that better lol he said no its not that guy your with your my cousin I can't see you naked. My cousin started to gather himself from the shock he started to look around and noticed I was on top of somebody that had a phone that was recording and there was a bunch of guys around my bed and he said what is going on do I need to leave. I said no and told him I asked these guys to leave and they want so then my cousin started grabbing people and throwing them out of my room.a little while later and a couple of the guys came back in the room so I got off the guy I was with and apologized to him and ended up kicking everybody out the guy I was with I think was a little too freaked out to continue I was worried because I thought he was underage he looked like he was 16 but after talking to him I found out he was 18. After sending everybody home I was shocked to find out that the cell phone was missing I can't help but to wonder about what happened with it if the guy I was with took it and was showing his friends at school. Or if my cousin has takin it back and has seen the video of me having sex.

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