Strange yearnings
I have this weird obsession with having a girl to own and use like a whore, whenever and however I want. She'd either be a SWF/MWF, or a SAF/MAF. The thing is I don't want to own her in a hateful or melicous way, more like in a primal, lustful & rough kinda way. Even then, I wouldn't want to treat someone like that all the time. A submissive, subservient, subjugated girl that would be my personal slut of her own volition. At the same time I want her to be able to take care of her self. The details I always picture is a short girl, with long hair and a shapley or slim build with green, blue or gray colored eyes. I think it's a really weird fantasy, especially considering that I'm such a gentle and tender person in any kind of relationship.
Keep looking you will find the right girl. I did and married since 19. Mid 30s now.
But I will tell you right now you need discipline or can not truly have what you want. You don't have to be real mean but she has to have boundaries and consequences of she goes over them. If you plan to share her you def need harder consequences. He job is to please you in any way without question. You take care of her in every way needed and most importantly love and make her feel safe so she can focus on pleasing you. If she doesn't feel true love or safe it will question doing what you want. Use her and then love in her. But she gets out of line you have to correct it right away.
Also she needs to want this.
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