Alot of times...

Alot of times I feel like jacking off will change how my day goes. I start off having a great night & morning, and then the thought of watching a video & wanting to cum will pop in my head, I would do it, and then alot of times the day isn't as great as it possibly could've been afterwards. When I'm not liking how the day is going, whether I'm bored as hell all day which puts me in a bad mood, or just nothing exciting is happening, it's 50/50 if the rest of the night will be better & the day after. A lot of days, only reason I wanna do it, is because I really wanna see more of the girl/video I stumbled across the day before & made it a few mins in or halfway through before cumming. Normally I do it everyday, but there are days I stop or don't even think about it. And those days would be really great until I get hard & can't control the urge to cum, or just wanna cum TONS from all that build-up & get it out of the way and then carry on with my good wk. That's when (most of the time) everything goes back to how it used to be.

I do think a lot of times I just need to fuck the shit out of a girl, suck her tits, lick her ass, hopefully get squirted on lol, etc, get every urge inside me out, but I'm one of those people who don't have the best of luck. Every girl that comes into my life, both good & bad, have boyfriends or not willing to get to know me. And I have no interest to pay someone. I prefer to have sex with someone who I care about & love and actually cares about me. Eventually though, it would have to come to that and hopefully be lucky enough to score a hot blonde like the one in "Monster's Ball" or some teen slut like Kacey Jordan. Just have to keep my head up I guess and not expect anything, cuz that's when things do happen for you. But, am I the only one who feels like that about the day when jacking off?

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