I don't know why I keep doing this
I have a neighbor that recently lost his wife. He is about 58 and a bear of a man, tall big and strong. I started having a few beers with him weeks after he lost his wife because he came over one evening abit druck with afew beers and oferred me one. I really hardly know how this happened, but we where talking and he was so incredibly sad, and he told me how his wife was a really good wife. How she never said no to him when he wanted sex or anything. How he was so horny and had no idea how to start looking for someone new, and all of a sudden I was sucking his dick. I don't even know why or how, because I had never sucked a dick in my life. He really was injoying it, and I just wanted him to feel better. Well he cummed in my mouth and it was so much I could not hold it all. I ate some and spit some out. I felt like if I was in a porn because I had never seen so much cum all at once. Then he just fell asleep on my cough.
Then next morning when we woke up, he looked at me and pulled his pants down again and just looked at me, and I don´t know what came over me again but I just got down on my knees and sucked his dick again. He finished zipped his pants up and went home. He has been doing this 2 or 3 times a day ever since and I don´t know how to stop him without seeing him sad, but he is just using me as his cum slut. He does not even say anything he just knocks comes in and drops his pants, and there I go again.
I'm 23 married to a wonderful man and our sex life is out of this world but our neighbor 47 for the past year has been coming over almost as soon as my husband leaves for work and it started out me giving him a BJ but now he has been fucking me bareback about twice a day since. For some reason I can't say no to him but the main thing is he makes me cum so much on his cock something my husband doesn't.
Our neighbor Tom has a much bigger cock and man can he keep it up and I feel that is the reason I can't say no to him.
Last Thursday tho he brought a friend of his with him and they both did me at the same time , spit roasted me and doubled me and I thought I was in heaven. l I loved it. They took me over and over all day long and didn't leave till it was time for my husband to get home.
Are you a guy or a girl. Without that I have no idea how to feel about this post.