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I'm a lesbian who wants to submit to a powerful woman so badly
I sent a confession one time and it felt like a relief, so I'll do it again!
I'm a lesbian in my late 20s and while I'm not hiding my sexual orientation, I'm definitely hiding the kind of things I'd like to do. I've had the most intense BDSM fantasies for so many years that I don't even know when they started. I was a very shy and introverted kid who could barely make any friends during my childhood/adolescence, so maybe that influenced it. Idk. But I remember feeling drawn to the concept of BDSM as soon as I found out what it was... the thought of being submissive and controlled and used... it felt good back then and it feels SO good now! I never opened up about it, but I would occasionally do things for others even when I wasn't really aware. For my first love, I'd always hold and bring her jacket. At school, I'd write down what homework my friend needed to do on her own notebook and joke about being her slave. I didn't know why but being useful felt normal and satisfying.
It's only as an adult that I became truly aware of my submissive nature. I haven't been able to meet any fitting woman, but that doesn't mean I don't masturbate to this fantasy like crazy! I like to write so I can create my little fantasy world where I'm owned by a beautiful, dominant, confident woman who always tells me how I need to behave, that I'm nothing but her plaything... and obviously she uses me as she pleases: I'm her maid, chair, footrest, pet, or personal sex toy! As I write those stories, I get so horny I just have to touch myself. I also collect everything I make so that I can use it as erotica for future days. I think I've written at least a hundred short stories about lesbian BDSM. I want to share them somewhere but I'm too afraid that someone might find out who I am. It's unlikely but you never know...
It's funny but one of the fantasies that make me come the most is orgasm denial. To be forbidden from masturbating without my Mistress' permission, while she gets to come every day (and I take care of that! That's my job!). Isn't it ironic? Then again, I think the mental pleasure of being forced to give up on my own climax just because my Mistress wants me to would be so strong I wouldn't even need to orgasm, after all.
Wow, I actually got a little wet just by typing that... I'm such a pervert. Ahh, why can't I meet a dominant lesbian whose fantasies are the same as mine but with the roles reversed? I want it so, so badly! I'll keep trying to find my Queen forever, if I need to. Until then... I know how to keep myself busy ;)))
I’m a sexy powerful woman which I own my business and I have many assets because of my successful background. I would love to lay back open my legs to you and watch you deep dive into my seeet pussy until I squirt in your mouth we can cum kiss right because I engulf your pussy in my mouth cumiyholes348@gmail.com
Bdsm is what you need. me and my girlfriend love love little shy girl and tie you up. rip off your bra and spank your tits hard and spank your ass to get that pussy hot. saddle your ass and fuck the shit out of you.
Very hot! Got me wet! Thanks for posting!
Lesbian love is beautiful.