Too much masturbating
Okay, one secret I keep to myself and tell no one is that I chronically jerk off. I jerk off all the time. Everywhere I go. In my car in a parking lot or walking around a neighborhood totally naked and continuously jerking off as I walk. I have been arrested 2 times for this kind of behavior, and I don't understand why I cannot control myself. However, I did watch a long brainwash video that claimed that it could turn you into a constant jerk off fool, but I didn't believe it. Everytime I see a woman now I get an instant hard-on and a strong desire to jerk off. I don't believe in brainwashing but maybe I was.
Brainwashing is real a.k.a. hypnotism in your case see a hypnotherapist and have him remove the suggestion, as for me ive been married for 4 years and i took my wife to a hypnotherapist 3 years ago because she was self-conscious about her body, before we went to the the therapist she was 140lbs i paid the therapist to leave a secret suggestion while he had her under ta get her to secretly gain weight and love the body shes in her weight now is just over 300lbs and i love how big she has gotten, the best thing is that after all of that he taught me how to put her under and i can make her do anything i want whenever even give her have an orgasm by suggestion