Complications

I feel like I'm in a vice, and it's getting tighter and tighter every day. To backtrack, I've been in an open relationship for almost four years. My girlfriend and I do/did love each other, but two years ago, I took a heavy financial blow, and ended up in debt, due to family related problems. That was when she began to resent me. We met when I had money, and I thought things were good, but the moment that ended, she got bitter. I picked up three jobs to make ends meet, but it wasn't enough, and only now do I have a steady job that pays the bills. She's been awful lately, and it's gotten to the point that I'm exhausted of her. I know another girl who (has a boyfriend who is borderline abusive and) is actually into me and treats me well, and we've been sleeping together. The problem is that; A.) my friend is also into her (he's awk as fuck, and a pretentious dick), B.) I just found out that my GF slept with some dude and has most likely given me HPV, and C.) my girlfriend feels as though she is loosing me, and is desperate to destroy me before that happens. My emotions are tapped out, and I feel kind of dead. I'm also scared for my lady friend, because although i've already told her, and we've continued being intimate, I'm afraid that I'm hoping for a relationship, and she's just looking for something to fill the void. What do?

By Anonymous

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