Showing myself
Today at school my X BF pulled open my blouse in the hall way leaving my breasts for everyone to see I tried to cover up quick but several got a good look as he walked away laughing, I wanted to kill him that's why he is my X I wont even talk with his to find out why I want nothing to do with him ever again.
That night in my room at home is on the second floor over looking a river and part of the park and this time of the year hardly anyone goes there after dark and I seldom think of closing my curtains for no one could see me or so I thought unless I was close to the window. Any way I got undressed and I was standing in front of the full length mirror looking at myself wondering why Gary had done that to me. All I could come up with was I wouldn't let him play with them and after the game last Friday he got mad at me when I kept slapping his hands, gads he was like an octopus hands everywhere. I cupped my breasts and they felt a bit swollen to me the base of my nipples all swollen and puffy and my nipples a good half inch and hard, I was giving myself a bit of an self exam and I felt nothing wrong but just swollen a bit. I ran my hands down along my sides and felt my almost hairless pussy spread my legs and split my lips wondering why does all the boys want you so much as I inserted one of my fingers. I have masturbated several times and I've yet to have an orgazum and I wonder what they were all about and Mom hasn't given me any answers yet either. What's the big secret every one holds about you as I look at my pussy, feels wet and warm nothing special to me anyway. As I turned to go close my window for the night air gets cold still there was three guys watching me from the top of a electrical truck and one guy up a pole 14 feet from my window I gasp and pulled my curtain closed and fell onto my bed crying.
You shouldn't feel embarrassed about your body! It's natural for a young girl to want to know about these things and it's normal for boys to want to touch and see your breasts ... you should probably masturbate more often until you start to feel comfortble about your pussy and you will understand why guys like to put their dicks inside them. Touch yourself all over and you will soon know the special feelings having sex can give you. If you masturbate until you climax that will be so good for you because when you finally do it with a boy you will know what turns you on. Don't be sad about those guys watching you outside your window ... you must be a very pretty girl if they were watching you! Just be careful from now on and make sure your curtains are closed.