No Oral for best friends

I've known one of my current best friends for about 4 years now. We only started to hang out last year, as we began to smoke together quite frequently. Although he's pretty hot, I've never actually tried anything, because I know that not everyone is bi/gay and that it's not cool to disrespect the person's space, even more so if it's a close friend.
However, there are a few occasions in which we flirt, and most of them is when we're both drunk. I can't even begin to say how many times we almost had a thing, but we've all been there.
This weekend was his birthday and we went to his dad's empty house with a bottle of scotch and some acid, and needless to say, things happened pretty quickly.
We were in our usual drunk flirting (which was a bit heavier than usual, as he kept touching my thighs) when our other friend, the only other person in the house started to feel bad. He was pretty much done for the night, we couldn't even get him to leave the bedroom. So we went for a walk at night, just the two of us, and he took that opportunity to keep on touching and whispering in my ear, to which I responded in a rather passive way, because I didn't want to be the instigator (sex with straight people is tricky).
Back at the apartment, we stayed in the kitchen with the lights off and he began to close in, with one arm around me and the other in my leg. I told him he was making me horny and I asked he was sure he wanted to do that. After we both agreed that there was no reason not to, we kissed in the dark and I ended up going down on him.
Of course things got awkward instantly after, and we talked about it and what it means.
He wants to act like it never happened. I'm fine with keeping it a secret, I don't want it out either, but he's going to act like we never did it?
That is one hell of a reason not to give your straight best friend a blowjob

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