Super jorny

No you don't. What you may want is to live out a fantasy rape with someone you really do know and trust, then perhaps it could suit your fantasies. But real rape?? Is not what you imagine it is.

I have a strong desire to rape someone. Not a real one, but as close as possible. I'm hoping that one day someone gives me the slightest hint about his/her desire, and I'm going all in. Let's just hope I don't misunderstand that hint lol.

One time long ago I was on a crowded train. I was wearing a backless top and during the train ride, we were crushed together and jostled about when I felt a hand slip in the side of my top, grabbing and squeezing my bare breast and pinching my nipple. I never was able to see who did it. It's been the source of many a fantasy and I always think I want it to happen again. The reality is likely it's some gross, filthy toothless drug addict and not my fantasy visual of turning to see Brad Pitt with his hand groping me.

You will love it.

You never stated if you are female or male.
As even some males like being raped too

I believe this is quite underestimated. 'Rape' fantasies are typically linked to women, yet in my experience these fantasies are very common with men as well. Definitely much more than just 'some males'. Also worth mentioning: almost every guy I ever chatted with about the subject only fantasized about being raped, but not being the rapist.

I've never been jorny enough to rape someone.