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Over the past three months I have been working closely with my coworker on a project and over time I began to develop lustful feelings for him. Purely physical. Don't get me wrong, this man is attractive, funny, smart, and kind. He's clearly in a marriage he hates but stays for the children. He has no intention of leaving his family and I have no intention of leaving mine. Its a mutual understanding between us.
Last week we joked around (flirting) and I surprisingly walked over and cornered him and gave him a blowjob on the spot while people were still in the office. It was spontaneous and fun. He came in my mouth, I swallowed and afterwards i did not feel guilty but tried to make sense of it all. Why after a decade would I do this? Not trying to justify what happened. I'm just confused.
The confusing thing is after that I totally want more. My body aches for it. I feel like a hall pass. I feel so unattractive, taken for granted, etc. Over the years I have always thought my husband 'settled' for me. Over the time we were together he left me four times (once a yr) cheated on me a few times. It hurts to know he has wanted to get rid of me on numerous occassions.
Anyway I know I'm wrong but I still want him. The sex would be a great distraction and my body needs this.
I have been doing this exact same thing for over 7 years. My kids were babies and now they're growing up. I've tried to quit to work on my marriage but always go back to my mistress. She is married and is keeping her family together too. We talk about boundaries and never break "our" rules.
I know how you feel but in all honesty it seems like my affair keeps me sane & always makes me feel sexually appreciated.
Good luck with whatever you decide.
It's hard to find someone that you truly connect with and want to stay with. We human beings are pretty fucked up critters. It's normal to want to be loved, and to have someone find you attractive and desirable. The bad thing is that office affairs are like fire. They can cook a damn tasty meal that is really hot, but eventually you get burned. Bad. I speak from experience.
I enjoy fucking neglected unappreciated married women.I am sure he will love fucking you for a long time and he will be a great distraction from your no fun marriage.Just don't get caught doing it in the office please.Enjoy,you deserve it.
You sound like fun, wish i had one of you in my office