Dark fantasies
I just got finished watching an extreme bondage porn.....i was so turned on by it i masturbated and came so hard! i love that kind of porn and i have always fantasized about being abducted by a group of men and just fucked into a coma!! just the thought of being surrounded by a bunch of cocks going in and out of every hole, and being passed around, tied up, suffocated or choked makes me dripping wet! i don't know if this is a normal thing to fantasize about or am i just a freak? i have always had these thoughts ever since i became aware of my body as a teenager. and sometimes i can get my husband worked up while having sex so i can guide his hands around my neck and he just squeezes until i cum everywhere!! i can't help having this fantasy and i don't know if i will ever not have those thoughts. i just had to get it out in the open judge me if you want i don't care. and go ahead and call my post fake i don't care i just had to get it out and i have no one else to talk to with out fear of being called crazy or weird or even losing friends over it. now i feel a little better about my self now that my thoughts are put into words.
Try it girl... Lots of girls find it erotic to be used like a slut. There will be a website you will be able to arrange a gang bang somewhere. wow, you sound freaky.
Can u give ur gmail I'd
I could have written this post myself. I have the exact same fantasies. I remember when I was just beginning to become aware of my body, I would have these daydreams about being kidnapped and tied up by a man. There has always been a thrill for me when I don't know if a man cares about me or has only ill intentions. I want someone to be deeply and darkly obsessed with me, the way my first love was. He was only entertaining himself but then he couldn't get enough. I've never gotten over the fact that he stopped being obsessed with me, and I no longer have any control over him.