I still fantasise about my one gay experience

A guy that was on my soccer team and I were waiting at his Aunt's house for a ride after practice, we were in 7th grade. We were watching TV to pass the time. He was on the couch, on his belly. He looked strange, so I asked what he was doing. He sort of laughed and said he was jerking off. Then he asked me if I did. I had touched myself but I thought that was a private thing. I guess he took it for I didn't and he said come on
I'll show you. We went to the bathroom and got some baby oil, I'll never forget the look on his face as he said it feels better this way. With that he started to massage his dick. I stood there sort of spellbound, it made me feel quezy in a good sort of way. He looked at me and said you need some help, and like that he pulled my shorts down and oiled up my penis, massaging it and my balls.
So the whole time he is explaining how this feels good, you should do this or that..

My older cousin and I (12 and 14) used to sleep in the same bed when I slept over. Once we were talking about girls and he maneuvered so my hand met his cock which was rock hard. I pulled away surprised and shocked (although I liked the feel). He kept doing it so I gave in and touched it, then held it, then stroked it. He was moaning with pleasure and before I knew it he was ejaculating all over. Fuck it was so much cum and I liked that I made it happen. We did that for a couple more years and before long I was sucking him off and letting him spoon-fuck my ass. Now in our 40s and we don’t speak of it when we see each other occasionally. But I’ve been sucking off other guys regularly ever since.

I remember playing in a clubhouse with my friend when we were in junior high and I was laying on a mattress and he jumped on top of me and I pushed him off because I didn't know how to react because I was too young and inexperienced. I wish I would have let him stay on top and maybe it would have led to something fun. That's my regret.

I have lesbian experience first at the age of 15 - It felt strange at first but I do enjoy a lot now even though I am bi...

Cousin caught me jerking and finished me off. He didn't mind sucking my dick but loved sucking my balls. I could cum at the time and he couldn't so he liked playing with mine. Did get to put it in his ass and came hard after a few deep strokes. He's married now but still wish we could play again

Used to spend the summers at my cousins. My cousins had their cousins that had a cabin next to theirs. My cousin said that his cousin liked me. now they had this shed between their cabins they called the clubhouse. my cousin said to met his cousin that night in the clubhouse. wow a fourteen-year-olds dream. so when I went out there instead of his female cousin, it was her brother. I was totally flabbergasted; it was sort of funny as he saw that I got what I didn't expect. After talking a lot, he sort of convinced me to let him suck my cock. It was great as he just didn't slobber on my dick, licked my balls fingered my ass, it was a very pleasurable experience. we meet up several times on that vacation. I got to put it his ass the next night, he was quite the fem, but I did suck his dick

Sleepover at a friends place. I always thought that he was a bit gay. we were in the same bed, thought I was dreaming but felt someone playing with my dick.
before I could say something he went down on me and sucked me off.
He did a lot of stuff to me before I felt comfortable or maybe turned on enough to reciprocate. I finished by fucking him.
the weirdest thing was breakfast in the morning. He only had a mom, and she had this nice breakfast ready for us. She kept asking us how the night went and did we behave ourselves

Best friend when younger would want to sleep in the same bed. He slept nude so most times would strip down also. We use to have sword fights while peeing which his mom hated to clean up. Woke up a few times spooning with morning wood between the cheeks. Didn't know better and would just switch so we both could feel. Never did anything past that but now I wish we could've.

Well go get some cock then.

I the same xx

Wy not just go back and ask for more? It's not like you're gay, you just like ur cock stroked. if you don't ask again, you'll always regret it. Just come, and see how you like it.

Hy, don't be ashamed! Sexuality isn't exactly black and white, and learning to embrace who you are, whether that be gay, straight, bi, pansexual, etc. Remember, you define the labels, they don't define you.

Sares me so much, because this exact thing happened to my boyfriend.. Wow..

And he started watching Chopped, Golden Girls and became a wine snob?

Talk to him about it and ask if you can continue what had started. you never know you could be bi-sexual or gay