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I let him do it.......
What if you didn't have a choice? What if, the only way to survive was to allow a man to have sex with your children? What recourse does one have when they have exhausted all of their resources? You people scream and talk about whats right and wrong and that your children should be taken away from you, blah, blah, blah. Children get molested and raped in foster care all the time, children get molested and bullied and beaten in group homes all the time and on a regular and daily basis
I was never on drugs, nor was I ever a alcoholic. I was just a young mother who had a very bad time in life with 4 kids to feed. No agency was able to help me at all. I was put on a waiting list for housing.
I was from a broken home. I never knew my father and had many 'uncles'(mom's boyfriends) one began molesting me at age 10 and by the time I was 12 I was having a baby. I don't know who the father was because 'mom' had already started pimping me out to the various men who came to the house ever since I was 11 years old. I'll get to the point. I was homeless and a man took me into his home. I had to give him sex and allow him to have sex with my kids. I didn't want to, but I had no choice. I don't care how gross or horrific you people think I am or was, but back then I felt that I had no choice. That was 22 years ago. I wwrite this confession today, not clear my conscious, becuse my conscious is clear, but because I met another girl last month, in this same situation as I was. I myself have tried to help her in everyway I can. I want her to come stay with me, but my husband will not allow it and wants me to mind my own business. I feel so helpless.
Ok think about it like this.Was what you did wrong??Well it wasnt right but I am sure that you did everything that you could before you let a man have sex with your kids.He is more at fault than you are.I just hope they were not in a lot of pain while he had his way with them,kids are resilient ,sure it will effect them for the rest of their lives but that doesnt mean they will grow up to be bad people .My big brother molested me every day for over ten years,yes my life is in the toilet right now but it is because of me making some bad decissions not because of what my brother did to me .
I would help you and your kids out to if I could have sex with rhem
You are a sick pervered freak. I would beat your brains out if I knew who you were!!
You have a good heart.
A lot who judge you will not realise that there as been a lot of single mums who also was forced into a corner.
And those who cannot understand it should not comment.
I have heard a lot about abuse and situations you have been in.
Hopefully now you can get on with your life and I know you regret what happened.
So get on with your life and I hope your children are living a happy normal life now.
Um...ok. Try telling that to your kids when they wonder how the hell you let that happen to them. You sound pretty selfish to me. Anything (at all) would've been better for them than to be violated by not only a grown man but by their own mother. I'm guessing you felt you "couldn't" leave, for whatever dysfunctional reason or another, and instead of doing everything possible to spare the kids' lives you did the exact opposite and offered them as sacrifice. Did you ask them if they wanted to be "pimped" out by you? Poor, sweet babies. Oh but I'm so glad you've been able to enjoy a clear conscience..
I can understand that you must have been in a bad way at the time when you were made to have sex and let others have sex with your children.
Its so easy to judge someone.
But I read each line and know if there was any other way you would have took it.
But hope its not affected you too much now or your children.
And there are good men-but still those who do not care what they do or who too.
I would have helped you with the kids.