My little secret
My nephew just came out as gay and introduced us to his boyfriend. My wife is being polite in public but is making some homophobic comments in private. I can't say much because I have a secret that I never told anyone. I ran cross country in high school and our coach would take us and the team from another high school camping the week before school started and have a training camp to get us ready for the season. We would run two practices during the day and hang out at the beach during the day. At night we would try and pick up girls that were camping at the same state park. I was a goofy kid in high school and never got a girl to be interested in me at camp. The other guys would brag about the girls they were with and although I think most of it was exaggeration, there would always be stories about getting blowjobs or more. I hung out with one of the other guys on the other team and we were striking out with every girl we tired to meet. One night, instead of walking endlessly around the campground looking for girls, we went to the abandoned picnic area and sat on a table. We talked about blowjobs and how nice it would be to actually get one. Maybe it was out of desperation but we decided to give one to each other. I did him first. He blew his load in my mouth in like twenty seconds. I swallowed. He lost his nerve and we went back to the campground. He ignored me the rest of the camp and we never spoke of it again. I don't consider myself gay, I was just experimenting. It really wasn't that bad. If the circumstances were right and discrete, I might try it again. That was my only time.
Aug 2
My first was with an adult while I was still a preteen.
When I was 12 yrs old. I discovered masterbating. I started going out in the city forest park, and masterbate in the woods just off the hiking trails. One afternoon I was stroking away frantically trying to cum before anyone caught me. I'd just blew my loads, looked up and saw another man. He was probably in his mid 30's. He had his cock out and was slowly stroking it. It was huge compared to my cock. He walked over to me. I don't know what came over me. But I dropped to my knees, took his cock in my mouth and went to town on it. I had never sucked a cock before. But I must have did something correctly. Because he came in my mouth after about 10 minutes. I swallowed his load and loved it.
We started meeting every afternoon when I got out of school. I'd suck his cock, while I masterbated myself. Swallowing his load everytime. Shortly after I turned 13 yrs old. He took my anal virginity. It was wonderful.
We continued our secret love affair daily, until I was 17. That's when he just stopped showing up for sexual encounters. I never heard from him again, have no idea what happened to him.
Now I'm in my mid 20's. I'm 100% gay. I owe it all to him showing me my true sexual lifestyle.
My one and only time was with an older boy when I was like twelve. He talked me into letting him do it to me. Even though he finished in me real quick it did hurt like crazy and I did not get my turn to do it to him like he had told me. I never told on him because I was embarrassed about it. I avoided him afterwards and eventually his family moved.
I never let anyone know about it that I dated and I know I will not share this with my spouse if I get married.
When I was in my mid twenties I gave a thirteen year old boy that lived in the same building his very first bottom experience as a result of my showing him my collection of age taboo porn from a borrowed flash drive.
I was 32 the first time I had an 11 year old.
I had access to him for a little over a year.
Wow 😮