No control
Anyone else loose control of their body when they have sex? It started happening freshman year in high school. If the sex is really good, I get this feeling that build up inside of me. I get so euphoric. I get caught in a moment and it’s like I’m paralyzed. Doesn’t always happen during an orgasm either. During, I shoot across the universe haha. Like I said, not every guy and not every time. This first couple times, I just enjoyed it. There was a time where he pulled out of my pussy, put it in my ass and I couldnt stop him. It was good, just too rough. I was screaming STOP in my brain, then I was screaming HARDER in my brain. The normal pain wasn’t there, he fucked me hard that I wasn’t stopping him and came in my ass. Since then, any man I’ve told waits for that moment and takes advantage of, not that I usually mind, but some will jam a toy in, fuck my mouth where I can’t move or breathe. Some are a gentleman and don’t take advantage. Balance is key.
I just started dating Jordan on the 4th. Jordan is sexy and he knows what the hell he’s doing with that tongue too. I knew he had a bigger cock, it curves some and was fun to suck. But now we were dating so we left the fireworks to fuck. I came hard for him. I was on my side with him on his knees and he was hitting the spot. He found my butthole with his finger and asked if I liked buttsex. He put his finger in, said he was going to cum in it. Jordan didn’t stop fucking me and I got paralyzed. He moved a second finger in and out, I had an orgasm at the same time. All I could feel was wet and hear him saying yeah baby, that’s hot. I realized I had pissed myself. Jordan thought it was awesome. I played it off and he fucked my ass. Drinking made it harder for him to cum so he was really going and I lost control again. He put his fingers on my clit and made me piss again. He came, his big dick made me piss he said. He said he didn’t know I was freaky like that and rubbed his softening dick until he pissed all over me laughing, saying he always wanted to, how sexy I was, the most erotic thing I ever done.
I confessed to him about what happens to me. How the peeing is new. He said oh, it’s not my thing. Not really, but it was so hot! I seen he looked sad about it. I told him to let’s find the shower, he could piss on my tits. I fake liked it. Rubbing my boobs, opening my mouth. It washed down my body, his my pussy and was so warm. I rubbed my pussy and kept rubbing it with my mouth getting pissed in and I raped him. I put it in me and fucked myself with it. I lost control in a different way. I took it out and pissed on it, he kissed me and grabbed me so tight. We spent all day having sex and pissing on each other. Now when I get paralyzed, he stuffs my other hole and usually gets a show. Just his excuse to liss on me anyway.
Damn, I just roll over and go to sleep :(