I Love Him.
i'm formerly Straight, Then after Being totally flattered by The kindest most handsomest Gentleman in his mid 40s being interested in me, I agreed to let him paint my portrait. When I went to his studio, I saw All of his amazing artwork paintings sculptures, Sketches,drawings. We spent a lot of time in his studio as he sketched Then painted a very incredibly beautiful flattering portrait of me (Later selling it for a lot of money Giving it all to me).
We started hanging out a lot together just going places doing things As buddies, I would say I did feel an attraction Towards him I could tell he was feeling the same way about me.
There was a brief time when I didn't see him or hear from him for a while whenever I would call it would go to voicemail When I would text him he would just text back sorry can't talk now if I emailed he would just respond back sorry will contact you soon... I did not at all get the feeling that he didn't want to see me anymore I had the feeling that there was something wrong so 1 day I went to his studio Letting myself in with my key. I saw him on the back porch just sitting Having breakfast staring into space.
He was surprised but happy to see me, at 1st he didn't want to talk about what was wrong so I kept pressing him I kept telling him how much I value his friendship how much I missed not being with him. He started crying a little bit Then told me his Boyfriend Had taken a Sponsored trip to Europe, later bluntly informing him that he would never be coming back.
I had no idea that he had a boyfriend honestly I had no idea that he was/is gay.I didn't want to leave him, because I was afraid that he was going to harm himself, so i basically Without asking him, moved in. Making sure he was taking care of himself. I busied myself there, cleaning up the studio organizing things Ordering supplies. Even Doing the domestic housework cooking Laundry, yardwork. Ordering food. He has 1 large bed in his bedroom so he let me sleep in there with him, I didn't think anything of it, like I said I was just concerned about him..... If I remember the timeline correctly it was probably about a month or so After I moved in Sleeping in the same bed with him every night that I really started to develop Stronger loving feelings for him. The 1st physical contacts between us were subtle sometimes me just resting up against him resting my arm across him Sometimes doing the same with me. Noticing how tight his muscles were giving him Shoulder massages eventually being able to take his shirt off to give him A back massage. Then him sometimes doing the same for me I must admit I was surprised how much I loved The 1st time feeling his hands on my back, giving me such a long soft loving caressing massage. I started Holding him close to me as we slept, Started to enjoy feeling My erection pushing against him in the morning. He was starting to snap out of it slowly every day Even holding on to me spooning I would say, as we were in bed relaxing watching TV. Also enjoying feeling his Erection pressing up against me But not saying anything about it nor did he say anything about feeling my erection in the mornings. Finally 1 night We were just relaxing together like that feeling him holding me I had to tell him how nice I felt being with him here like this How relaxed how comfortable I was with him how much I enjoyed meeting Him all that time ago How sad I was when we didn't get to see each other. He apologized for making me sad told me how happy He was having me in his life then asked me how can he make it up To me. I said Please be my friend, please include me in your life as I will include you in my life. At that moment I could really feel his erection & his incredibly warm body pressing up against me I realized was feeling very aroused having an erection as well. He then drew me tighter into him by just wrapping his arms right around me. Kissed me on the neck, shoulders, ear, cheek. I turned, lifted my head to kiss him on the lips, I was so surprised how soft His lips are, how tenderly we kissed each other, How loving This, felt how he caressed my lips so gently with his tongue. He whispered in my ear, relax This will be Wonderful for both of us.... I promise. He Very slowly, carefully removed My shorts, my underwear I reached back to help him remove his. He asked me to lick his fingers, I could then feel him rubbing it on his Very large penis Then would stop asking me to lick again. I took his fingers In my mouth started licking sucking on them. I then felt his soft warm hands On my butt, So I moved my Right leg up & forward a bit so he could get My saliva Right on me . Me Licking his fingers more, more getting them wetter, wetter Feeling him making me ready for him. Finally feeling him starting to stroke his penis making it wet with my saliva. . Feeling him open my buttocks. Feeling The tip of his wet warm penis circling Near then around my hole. When he began to gently nudge & Probe My Hole, I could feel my entire body relax, even felt like my hole Automatically opened up for him. No words were necessary when I felt him slowly starting to penetrate me I just automatically accepted him I wanted to feel him inside of me I wanted him to love me I needed to show him how much I loved him. He was so incredibly gentle slowly moving into me waiting for me to Relax & stretch Making sure I didn't feel any pain at all. I just felt total enjoyment. I could feel him slowly entering me more Until his entire Wonderful Large amazing penis was inside of me. We both stood absolutely still, rested for a moment we both took in a deep breath of air at exactly the same time. He very slowly began Moving out a little bit .Moving back in, moving out a little more back in moving out more each time. I knew he was feeling Testing to make sure Everything was fine, there would be no pain only enjoyment, when I started moving with him. We were still on our sides when he very gently Slowly moved me on to my stomach then Without needing to withdraw from me all the way positioned himself above me then Started making love to me. Moving so gently so slowly, me moving with him Anytime I started moving too fast he would Stop a little hold to help slow me down.I lost track of time how long this Went on for. I was in dreamland. I felt him stop I could feel him withdrawing just a bit Then moving off, having to withdraw he simply slowly Turned me over on my back. Lifted me up,feeling him penetrating me again. I opened my eyes to see the look Of absolute love on his face The way his face lit up when he saw the look on my face the look in my eyes the smile on my face.
He continued Making love with me. I wrapped my legs around his back Using my legs to push him deeper deeper into me then faster, faster. He reached over to my mouth with his hand having me lick his hand so he could Wrap it around my erect penis, stroking me So incredibly soft gently slow I could already feel My orgasm building for him. He looked me in the eye I I could tell by His body the way it felt that he was getting ready to start Making love to me faster I nodded At that moment he started thrusting in fast, then faster, faster, All the while looking at each other right in the eyes seeing the total love on his face him seeing my love for him on my face when he opened his mouth let out such a wonderful moan Thrusting in Out in in ....the final time Then feeling him absolutely explode, like his entire body was emptying into me..Almost exactly the same time as he was Stroking Me so incredibly as fast as he could go I felt my entire body Shudder followed by a massive explosion My cream shooting Up in the air shooting all over, my cream just continuing to shoot out Feeling like my body was now emptying for him. He slowly Pulled out of me crawling up next to me. We gave each other a very tight hug, long kiss falling asleep in each other's arms.
Thank you for Reading. I Should've maybe said Previously Exclusively "Straight". ??.. IDK. Following up my story, We are still together. Really enjoying being in his Life... And also still attracted to, enjoying SEX with Women.....If a Woman is attracted, interested in me why should i make her sad by saying no ?? Plus he likes to Paint their portraits.
No way. You can't be formerly straight. Gays are born that way.
Interesting to know you're the foremost expert on such things. Where may i read your extensive research papers, books, etc. Or at least tell me how many Of the over 8,000,000,000 people of earth have you interviewed about their Sexual habits Preferences desires proclivities etc, you have interviewed.
A lot of us thought (or badly wanted) to be straight until we couldn’t deny it anymore. Many never let go of what they made themselves believe
Isn't that the truth?
Everyone is different, should be allowed to make their own choices. In my case, even guys i know, were just afraid of any unforseen consequences. You know especially in this day and age with so much Ignorant hatred anger. Let It Be.
Story too long. Please post the condensed version
Ok Shakespeare's. Copy, paste & edit it yourself... Or... I had no idea that every Story anyone writes up and submits here has to only meet your approval. Gimmboyd.
You called him/her a Gimmboyd, nice one Mr Rimmer Sir.