32 and finally in a normal relationship

I’ve been with my man for 2 years and we just got engaged. I don’t want to say his name. We wanted all secrets out. He didn’t have anything crazy like me. I told him how for the first time in my life, being with him is the most “normal” and healthy thing I’ve had. I’ll explain. It’s long, I’m sorry.

I grew up with 4 brothers (1 younger and 1 older biological, 2 older stepbrothers), step daddy and my mother. My father died when I was 7. My mom lost herself in a way. She drank a lot. She met my stepfather, we moved into his house. He’s rich, the biggest reason she fell for him. My mom would eat pills and drink cheap brandy daily. Any school function, she was drunk. When it came to any of this, my mother would tell me that we need to keep the men in our life happy and just close my eyes and think about all the nice clothes and things I had. Really great parenting skills.

It all started with my stepbrothers. I was 12 but had hit puberty at 9. They were teasing me since I was developing bigger boobs and my body was changing. I used to shave because they would pull my pubes after punching my ass, slapping my tits. It turned into my pussy being rubbed. “Oh she likes this”, of course I did, I didn’t know about sex. They said it would be great if I gave them blowjobs. I was a virgin, but I gave blowjobs before. They rubbed under my shorts so fast and I was sucking them before I knew it. It was consensual. I still felt shitty. The next time, I really didn’t want to. They fingered me and shoved them in my mouth. I had to tell my mother before it was too late. She said exactly that. How we need to do whatever it takes to keep them happy. She told me I didn’t need to cause drama and my stepfather wanted a word. I went to the den and at first he seemed really understanding. “Oh, they forced you to, and they fingered your pussy really hard? Those monsters.” He took my hand, took his dick out with the other and said that I wanted it and lead them on the first time and no one likes a cock tease. He put my hand on his cock and said I needed to keep my mouth shut. He pulled my head and showed me my first big cock. At the end, hand down the back of my shorts putting his finger in me telling me he could always make it worse. After he came, he told me to clean him. Then praised me for being a good cock sucker.

Like 15 months that went on until my 14th birthday. My older brother got involved. They said to get his dick sucked, close his eyes so he don’t see me. My younger brother would be there too. When my birthday came, my parents left the day after with my younger brother. As a post celebration, they wanted to drink since we had the house. I could have some wine or shots. Maybe some weed. What I shouldn’t have done was take a pill they gave me. It turned out to be Molly. I never had done drugs. I as soon as it kicked in, the clothes came off, the massaging and kissing started. They ate my pussy. They fingered me slow. They caressed my body and came on and in me. I rubbed it in like lotion. I had one finger and I remember getting two tried but it wasn’t working. It felt good trying to be stretched, the drugs made everything feel great. “Imagine how good my dick would be”, but I want to be a virgin. He was massaging my boobs, I was playfully sucking a dick and felt something bigger at my pussy. Stretching me a little. He asked if I really would rather be a virgin or feel that deep inside of me. Of course I let him take my virginity. All of them. Multiple times. I woke up the next day miserable and got handed a pill so I don’t get pregnant. I went to my mother again. They drugged me! I had a talk with my stepfather. A reminder to be grateful. Two days after I lost my virginity, I got fucked by that man. Held my mouth shut for most of it, but I stopped feeling pain half way through. He used me like a toy and threw me off.

The next years until I was 17 were anything but normal. Although, after I moved out, I was in one abusive relationship after another until I met my fiance. Those last years, I was the house slut. At any given time, one of the brothers wanted to cum. My younger brother was old enough for sex. Guess who he lost his virginity to. He wasn’t as bad. He came quick, wasn’t rough and I know he was the most innocent. The worst was stepdaddy. He was a big man. He had me wear makeup and dance for him. He liked the tease before the sex. He never ate my pussy, he got sucked and threw me over his desk or on his lap. The worst was on nights that mom was gone. He didn’t like to be alone. I don’t know how my small mom liked sex with that man. Then it was the friends. Got to make the men happy, right? Everyone wanted to see the sister big tits and whatever else they could see. Which was everything. The brothers loved showing off. Not as bad as stepdaddy with his friends. You can imagine how drunk married men treated a “free use” girl like me. My mom even came home once when I was getting fucked on the couch. A man jerking of standing there waiting for his turn, a big hairy man on top of me, my mom just asked where he was, I told her in the room. That was that. Towards the end, they figured out how to double penetrate me. My ass was fair game for months because I couldn’t tell mom, she would have my stepdaddy talk with me and my ass was too tight for all that. I’m glad they didn’t try that with me sooner. Two in my pussy, two in my ass, toys, fingers, beer bottles, pretty much anything they could fuck me with.

I didn’t talk to anyone except my little brother from 17-24. I started talking to my brothers and mom. All was good until a couple years later and we had drinks. They drugged me and I woke up very sore with cum in all if my holes. Best part was, they took videos. I was moaning and talking dirty out of my mind. They sent them to my bf and he broke up with me because obviously I enjoyed it and wasn’t drugged. I stopped talking to them and I never did reconnect with my stepfather. He died in 2022.

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