I orgasmed during my rape

I heard my wifes rape counselor tell her many times orgasms during rape is not your fault . Your body reacts the sexual stimulation rather want or unwanted stimulation. It is not you secretly enjoyed or his man attributes was more endowed than your accustomed to . She also told my wife that these orgasms usually come after you stop fighting it and give in praying it will soon be over. . My wife walked in on a home invasion robbery. The two men saw her and decided they rather have her than our valuable they had picked up around the home . She was for over four hours and repeatedly raped by both men .she still blames herself for having orgasms. It is not a womans fault.

I’ve heard about girls creaming during it. My ex was raped in HS. She would never do oral on me because of it. But she did eventually tell me she creamed on his face

As a female that's experienced something similar, it troubles me to reply because rape is serious and occurs in various ways.
Some would call my experience rape but I can not because I participated willingly.

Four years ago, I was a naive college freshman recruited to join a sorority. My sponsor knew I had a boyfriend back home and didn't tell me the hazing requirement.
Beginning the year prior, it was required of all new pledges to have sex with one of the black athletes.
On pledge night, four of us lined up naked while four guys walked around us, groped us, fingered us, degraded us, spit on us before making their choice.
The guy that picked me told me to be prepared for a long night because he'd wacked before so he'd last longer.
He lasted over an hour but it felt like eternity. He was rough, smacked and choked me, stuck his finger up my butt numerous times.
Even though I was not aroused, attracted to him or enjoying, I climaxed twice.
Each time, I was numb and begged him to stop so I could catch my breath but he would pound faster and harder.
He was supposed to use protection but in the end, I got stealthed. My sponsor gave me a plan B.

Your brother?

Nothing to be ashamed of. It happens during rape pretty often. Your body doesn’t now the difference between wanted or unwanted penetration.

Don’t be ashamed. It’s your body’s physiological response. Desire had nothing to do with it. I hope you reported your rapist to the police. If he did it to you, he’ll do it to someone else.