Let my cheating ex use me for sex
I hate myself for it, but it happened. She cheated on me multiple times while we were together, and the last time I actually walked in on her getting fucked.
I broke up with her, and tried to keep my distance, but it was a struggle. I missed her so damn much and whenever my own horniness came on, I fought the urge to reach out to her.
Unfortunately she wound up reaching out to me not that long ago. I fought it for a bit, but then I agreed to hang with her and talk.
We talked briefly, and she was super flirty the whole time. I knew she was trying to get me to cave, and to humiliate myself by showing I still wanted her. I failed miserably, and let her manipulate me all she wanted. When she got close to my face I couldn’t pull away. I wanted her so bad still, and I wanted to let go and enjoy it.
She asked if I missed her, and I managed to say that I didn’t. She said she didn't believe me, and told me if I didn’t miss her, than I should push her away. She leaned in and kissed me, and I melted into a pathetic puddle. We made out sloppily, and she grabbed my crotch, chuckling over how insanely hard I was.
I didn’t put up a fight, and we had incredible sex. She had me repeat multiple times how much I missed her, and each time she’d tell me to say it again until she believed it. All this while riding me and moving her hips in a way that has always been so intoxicating to me.
She rode me until I exploded, and I held her body tight against while I came. It felt so good, and I told her I loved her. She said “You better not forget that”, and told me she loved me too.
Like I said I’m ashamed, embarrassed, humiliated, etc. I know she used me and probably made me look like a simp, but fuck me if it wasn’t the most incredible sex of my life. More passionate than when we were dating. She told me before she left that I had better text her soon, which definitely implies this wasn’t a one time thing.
Seriously…is it THAT bad if I continue to let this happen? If both of us truly want it deep down?
My wife and I divorced after I found out that she was cheating on me and when we were divorced she rubbed it in my face even more by fucking my friends and deliberately telling me about it! She'd text me saying how big their cocks were and that she let them fuck her arse and humiliated me further by getting fucked by the local football team who were mostly 18 year old lads
I put up with a lot of shit from an ex in college. He was an ass that cheated but he was hung and knew how to use it.
I can't count how many times I texted him for a booty call or he'd text me.
Fleshy hemispherical buttocks....
When you were together, did she always fuck you whenever you wanted? Did she still initiate sex with you? She may have never intended to humiliate you. She may just be one of those women who has a very high sex drive. The exception to the rule. I certainly understand men divorcing a cheating wife if she's cut him off. And if you two were fighting about money or other issues, I get it. But if you otherwise loved her and only ended it because she was fucking other guys besides you whenever you wanted it, you should never have broken up with her in the first place. I guarantee you there are plenty of married men with blue balls who read you post and would have gladly have traded places with you and never ended it with her.
Enjoy the fucks. Don't get all this being in love, just fuck and have a good time