Married heterosexual, Divorced And I wind up mostly gay

My wife had left me 8 months before. I had rented a buffet apt. above a garage in West Los Angeles so small I had to go outside to change my mind. I was a Midwest transplant to LA. I was out of my element.

I had been all the way to the Valley, the Palomino Club, Busters, to Gardenia, Gold West, etc., I tried every good pick up dance joint looking for a willing woman, shit, any woman. Oh, I wrangled a couple but my 320 sq. ft. Closet size apt. wasn't cutting it for a sleepover. I had resorted to 3-4 times every 24 hrs. Often more masturbation. I finally broke down began to go to adult films and dirty bookstore arcades. Yes of course, for homosexual blow jobs. You know, any port in a storm.

This I done when I was a teen until about 23. Yeah it's gay, I was gay for pay which is not to say it didn't feel good. I gave it up when I began getting pussy, then I got married for 8 years fucking and eating that pussy far too often for her liking.

It had been over a month I'd been hitting glory holes and the dark back row of theaters. My sex addiction had me now reciprocating. First hand jobs, then head spit advancing to swallow. I was scared that no pussy was driving me to just going gay, saying fuck bitches.

Then one night I went to a theater, GH, bookstore all the way out near the big truck stops in Ontario. Places where you find just about anything. Drag queens, fem-boys, muscle, leather, BDSM, Black, Mexican, fat pot belly slobs and so on. Like a candy store for cock variety. I discovered there are only 6 hard core gay venues like this in the U.S.

In the vicinity, fuck rooms by the hour, and women? Yeah, lot lizards too. I had some weed, flask of rum drinking, smoking losing the few Inhibitions I had left. I was in the bookstore when this black guy kept flirting trying to get me back to the arcade. I had fantasized BBC but none yet. Finally, I followed him back to a booth. He did not want me, he wanted me to give him head. He put quarters in for video, pulled out the biggest uncut cock I ever saw. His cock was near the size of my forearm, thick as the base of a beer bottle.

He was aggressive, pushy, " Come on get on down there, swallow that big black cock!" It was like, it was this guy was about to forcefully sodomize me. Honestly, I liked his pushy domination like a porn movie. I sat down on the bench, he dropped his pants pulling my mouth to his cock, thick, heavy but not rock hard. I asked, him if I could get him harder? "No too much baby, too fucking big, to get stone hard but go on now worship me." I took the shaft as I began getting as much in my mouth as I could, massaging his large balls, big sack. He was fucking my face, hand firmly back of my head.

I was not aware why, I was getting so hot, I wanted to swallow it all, wanted to please him. I took his cock out my mouth started licking his sack, had him turn so I could rim him, I was nuts! Eating his ass was like eating pussy. He said, " Come on my little bitch, daddy going to take you where I can get some
of that pussy. Unexpectedly, I had become his sub, Ready to follow him anywhere And do as he ordered.

We went to the sleeper in his rig, where he took charge undressing me, kissing me, biting my nipples. Soon he was lubing my ass, fingering my hole. Says, " That some tight pussy you make a fine fuck bitch. I was on my back, I knew he was going to fuck me missionary. He kept putting in more fingers, I moaned he says, " Gots to stretch that hole so I can feed my dick in. I think it took 25 minutes to get about half his cock.in, It was in as far as needed, he was fucking me. It felt good, mostly I guess as I Like being dominated I like being a black man's bitch.

After 45 minutes he blew his load in me, never ask, just did, a lit I'll add. I got no clue, I have the hottest sex with Freddy I never had with anybody. It turned out, His run was 4 times a week From Los Angeles To Las Vegas and St. George. Freddy lived over on Watts. I call him daddy now, And he comes over as often as he can For me to worship him. I love his domination And I love the way he dominates me so well. I get so hot so turned on Pleasing him.