So..I got a thing for my step daughter...
Really wasn't sure which category to put this post in as it kinda crosses a few different ones but here it goes...
I've been in my girls kids lives for a while now. Their father isn't in the picture and hasn't been for some time now. I do love my girl with all of my being and I've honestly wanted nothing but to be a good father figure to her kids. I set an example of how to be a decent person, I dont argue with their mom at all and even when there is a disagreement on something we talk it out rationally as I dont want them thinking screaming and fighting is a normal thing like I had to grow up with. I've been close to both kids but I've always been a little closer to her daughter than to her son. She's just always wanted to participate in things and want to hang out more than her son does. Even when it's just me running errands or going to do something, she always wants to go with me.
Over time I unfortunately started to notice the daughter more. She'd walk around the house in her underwear. Some of her clothes are a bit revealing and I can't help but notice. She's now 18 and constantly wearing very short shorts. The way she sits you can damn near see her undercarriage, when she bends over to pick something up, I can see her ass. She wears these tank tops where I can straight up see her breast's. She will literally bend over and I can see down her shirt. I've tried being respectful and looking away making it obvious I can see what I'm not meant to see and when I face her again seeing if she's caught wind of it she's just looking directly at me with a smile like she knows exactly what she's doing.
I've reached a point where I can't stop thinking about her. I want something more with my step daughter. Part of me wants to date her. Part of me wants a sexual relationship with her. Id give my left nut to please this girl...Never been in this situation before so no clue how to find out what she wants and if she does want what I'm now wanting..how can I get her to make the first move as it's something I refuse to do. Does she want me, is she messing with my head and setting me up or what? Or am I over thinking all of this?
I know how you feel. It’s hard having feelings like that!