I miss her
Years ago my wife invited her friend to join us for a threesome. After that night we kept seeing each other behind my wifes back. She was kinda a pill personality-wise but the best lay Id ever had. Bigger tits, fatter ass, tighter pussy, and the best blow jobs Id ever gotten. It stopped after my wife found some messages I forgot to delete and was pretty much caught. That was a few years ago and we havent had any contact since. My wife and i worked on our relationship in therapy and are still together. But every few months i think of her friend, bent over, begging me to cum inside her and I miss having a toy on the side like that.
Nov 27
This is the very reason I don't like the idea of bringing a third person into the bedroom with your SO. This is the risk you both run. Yes, what you did was bad but it was your SO's fault as well. Equal blame I say.