Straight guy in person but a massive bnwo freak in private
I grew up in a slightly racist and very orthodox family, no freedom, completely against lgbt or bringing home anyone of colour. naturally when i moved out for uni the first thing i did was suck a black dick. turns out i loved it.
i spent the last 2 years of uni watching interracial gay porn and experimenting with dick and poppers. unfortunately now im in DEEP. im fully bnwo now, i suck and ride exclusively black guys and barely touch my dick anymore. it’s an addiction atp, ive been working on my ass and shaving my body completely for them. i keep having to explain these changes to my family but idk how long it’ll last.
I had just turned fourteen when I snuck into this guy's apartment that lived in my building that I knew when he offered to show me some playboy magazines. We went to his bedroom and he took them out from his closet.None of the magazines were playboy magazines, instead the magazines had pictures of kids, boys and girl, naked, masturbating and having sex. I sat off the bed looking at these magazines, that were not in English and in a little while, of course, those pictures worked their magic on me and it make me get horny and hard. When he suggested letting him suck my penis I went for it. I laid back on the bed and I continued looking at the magazine while he opened my jeans and got my erection out. I couldn't hold it back and I just ejaculated completely into his mouth in just a few sucks then it immediately lost my erection. I wanted nothing more but get out of there. He wanted me to suck his but I wasn't horny any more and I had to like promise that I do it next time. He seemed annoyed but agreed and I left. I successfully avoided him for the rest of that summer until school started again. Meanwhile every time I masturbated I thought of those pictures I saw and his sucking me off.
I'd bottomed for one boy in particular when I was pretty young. He wanted me to suck him but it was a little to freaky for me and I'd refuse. He was okay with cumin in my boipussy abd didn't pressure me about suck'n. I hit puberty just before I turned 13 and was spending the summer at my grandparents summer cottage where I met a 15 year old dream boat. I spent the whole summer suck'n and getting fuck'd by him and when I got back to my other boyfriend was he in for a hot surprise from me and all my new boy on boy tricks that I'd learned. I climbed into the shower and suck'd him and then rode him in his bed, way different than laying on my tummy and quivering like a schoolboy when he'd fuck me like before that summer's experiences.
It's too bad that you didn't go back to at least give sucking his cock a try. It's possible that you might have enjoyed it.