Beastiality changed my life

When I was growing up ever since I can remember. I was always chunky. No, I was chubby, awe, who I'm a kidding. I was downright frumpy and fat. My mom had to buy me boys "Husky" jeans. Then, during my preteen and teenage years, I wore size 20/21 jeans and 2Xshirts. Then, especially when puberty hit. Now, not only was I fat, but I had acne really bad. My breasts started to develop. But not big enough, my belly stuck out further than they did. Not only did my belly stick out, it hung down far enough, I had to lift it up to see my pussy.
My only friend was our family dog, Barnie. He followed me all over, and actually slept in my room at night.
When I was 14 yrs old and in Jr high gym class. In the locker room I'd eavesdrop on the other girls. Listening to them talk about boys, sex, and boys penis.
Well gym class we the last class of the day. So usually on the walk home from school, i was kinda horny after listening to them talk.
On afternoon when I got home from school, which was usually about two an a half hours, before my parents got home from work, I started searching porn on my computer. I was totally amazed at what I was finding. Well, one afternoon I stumbled across some beastiality porn. I was absolutely fascinated, by what I was seeing. The more I watched the hornier and wetter I got. I hiked my skirt up, pull my with cotton panties down to my knees and started masterbating. That's when out of nowhere Barnie came up and stuck his nose in my crotch. He started licking my pussy. I just tilted my head back and closed my eyes and drifted off into total bliss. Until I heard our garage door opening up. Which ment my mom was home. She always got home about a half hour before dad
Over the next couple of months I would get home from school lay my homework out like I was working on it. The pull up beastiality porn on my computer. I'd watch it, and masterbate, till I heard my mom get home. Then start my homework.
At night when my parents went to bed. I'd throw the covers back, take my panties off, call Barnie up on the bed. I start masterbating, he'd jump in and start licking, I'd just lay back and let him take over.
One night after Barnie licked me to a fantastic orgasim he was laying beside me licking himself. I snapped my night light on to watch him. He was licking his penis, about an inch of it was sticking out of his sheath. A pointy little red thing. I guess I've never really paid attention to it before. I was always so involved in my own pleasure. I started rubbing his penis threw his sheath. It started sticking out further and further. Until it was fully out and bigger then my hand. I started masterbating him like I've seen on some of the beastiality porn. That's when the base of his penis (knot) started to swell. I bent over him and put it in my mouth and started sucking it. After a minute or so. He got up and stood on the bed. His penis was huge hanging down under him. I turned around slid my head under him and continued sucking on his penis. Barnie started humping my mouth, then suddenly short jets of liquid started squirting into my mouth. At first I thought it was pee, then I remembered seeing it on the beastiality porn. He was cumming in my mouth. I started tasting it, and swallowing it. Wasn't exactly what I thought it would taste like. But it wasn't to bad.
One morning when I was 15 yrs old, cramping in my belly woke up. I realized I was about to start my period. Well it was summer time, and we were out of school for summer break. I went to the bathroom to grab a pad for my panties. All that was there was my mom's tampons. I'd never use one of those. My mom said I was too young to use those because I was still a virgin. I didn't understand that because there were girls in school who used tampons. Unless they had already had sex? Well, we lived in a small subdivision just a few blocks from a grocery store. So I put on a pair of sweatpants and headed out. Figuring I'd be fine because I hadn't actually started bleeding yet. I got my pads and headed back home about a block or so from home, i could feel the warmth of my period running down my thighs. The faster I tried to walk, the more it gushed out. Finally got home, ran in, tossed the bag with my pads in threw my bedroom door. Then ran into the bathroom stripped off my clothes and jumped in the shower. I got out dried off, went in my bedroom to grab a pad. My throw was as accurate as always. The bag of pads missed the bed and went under it. I got down on my hands and knees, to retrieve them.
That's when it happened!
Barnie stuck his muzzle right in my cooter. Sniffed a few times, gave it a good couple licks. Then jumped up on my back and started humping me wildly. His pecker was hit all over except for where it should. Then he jumped off. I don't know why I didn't get up, but I just stayed there. Maybe I was in shock as to what just happened. Or maybe i wanted him to try again. That's just what Barnie did. Except after another few seconds of another failed attempt, he jumped back off. Circled around licked me a couple more times then mounted me again. This time I lent a helping hand and guided his penis in my pussy.
As soon as his penis enter my pussy, I started to regret what I'd just done. It hurt like he'll. The size of his penis was not only stretching me out, he had just ripped threw my hymen. Popping my cherry. But there was no stopping Barnie now, he hitting me like a jackhammer busting up concrete. But I'd have to say, it started to feel good. Until I felt his knot force it's way into me. Than after a few more pumps, he kinda froze, I could feel his knot starting to swell. To the point it was hurting and feeling good at the same time. It felt like the tip of his penis was actually entering my cervix of my womb. I could feel his cum shooting way up inside me, it felt great. We stayed hooked together for about 15 minutes, more or less. Then he popped out. Good thing my bedroom floor is hardwood. Because a gush of his cum, maybe some of mine, and a lot of menstrual blood came out and hit the floor. Over the next week, Barnie took me several times.
From then on, until Barnie passed away when I was 19 yrs old, he was 12 yrs old. He'd only fuck me when I was on my period, and the next few days afterwards. Any other time, he'd lick my pussy, and fuck my mouth while I was sucking him off.
I'm now 26 yrs old, I've lost a ton of weight, I no longer have a huge belly, a few stretch marks still. I still have only 'C' cup titties. I've some nice curves, still a little thick in the butt and thighs. But I'm still working on it. My acne is all cleared up. I've still never had sex with a man. But Barnie Jr. and I have sex daily. Unlike his predecessor, Barnie Jr. will fuck me any time I get on all fours. Barnie Jr. actually took my anal virginity. It wasn't intentional, but it happened.
I perfectly happy with my life.