Crazy confession
I have a cum fetish! When I was a young boy I met a man who groomed me to learn how to suck his cock. He said it was a talent I would need to know when I was older. I thought it was wrong but he told me otherwise. He proved it with gay magazines and movies. He said it was still "sorta wrong" but gave me permission as long as I would keep it secret. I thought it would be exciting to have such a dirty secret! He was a grown up so I went along, promising with all my heart that I wouldn't tell a soul. His cock was huge but it was thrilling to play with it and suck it like the "boys" in the porn. I learned how to stroke him and make him cum before I had even done that to myself! The white stuff fascinated me from the first time I saw it shooting from the pornstars' cocks. He said it was perfectly okay to eat and in fact I was supposed to swallow it whenever I sucked cock! It was something he drilled into me before my lips ever touched his dick. He told me it was the polite thing to do! He said I was supposed to eat it and it was kind of insulting to spit it out! He indoctrinated me by jacking himself off to shoot a load into a shot glass. He had me drink it. After seeing it so much in the gay porn I didn't think twice! I upended the glass, swished it around in my mouth and drank it! Good boy! Good boy! It was insane to know that I was eating "the other stuff" that came out of his cock! But it was an even crazier thrill to swallow it directly from his huge hardon! I thought going home after secretly sucking cock was fun, but once there knowing the man's cum was still inside me was awesome! Being at home or in public afterward was the best part of sucking this man's cock! Of course he eventually moved on to the other way of getting his sperm inside me. It took a while to accomplish but it was the same kind of thrill to get fucked in the ass as it was to first start sucking cock! It was just as much of a thrill to be in public afterward knowing I had had the man's entire cock inside me and now I had an ass full of cum! Still, I liked sucking his cock more. Eating the cumshots directly out of his cock was more fun. Nasty. Crazy! And it was a crazy wonderful secret to have at that age! I didn't learn the words "queer pedophile" until much later. By then it was too late. The man had fostered in me a love of cum which I still hold to this day! I guess I'm bi because I grew up to like girls and I likes me some pussy, but I still love sucking cock too. Swallowing other guys' cumshots gives me the same kind of thrill I got when I was a little boy!
Oct 7
Me too. I did suck my first cock until I was in my 50's. I wish I had long before that. I love making a guy cum in my mouth and drinking every drop of his cum. I like knowing how much pleasure I have given them. Several guys have told me I'm far better than their wife at sucking cock. I'm still a closet sucker, but am always thinking about sucking a guy to climax.
I played baseball on the same team in Little league and Teener League with my somewhat country neighbor. Always thought that he was a bit effeminate, but he was a really good second baseman, and he wasn’t weird about it. I started sleeping over at his house when we’d have a game on Saturday, and when we were in Little League nothing strange happened even though we slept in the same bed.
Now when we were in Teener league I was staying at house this one night and I was having this crazy dream and I sort of woke with him spooning on me and he has his one arm around me and playing with my dick. I it was a combination of feeling strange and it feeling good. I don’t know how long that he was playing with me but I guessed that he sensed that I was awake, because he whispered in my ear did I like it. what was I supposed to say, as weird as it was it did feel good so I mumbled yes. He then said that I ought to like this better, and he went down on me and gave me oral. It turned into something we did every time I slept over.
over the years I’ve several women give me oral, but no one has ever sucked my dick like Speros did.
I literally went through thebsame thing. Now im a married guy, but still wanna suck dick so fucking bad all the time.