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Power of the mind
Hi I’m Emma and for as long as I can remember I’ve always been a lesbian.
At the age of 27 I got very depressed, went to a very dark place, my best friend (Damian) has been a huge support for me.
I was doubting my sexuality, I was so confused, never been with any male not even any thoughts so why am I feeling like this.
After many days hours of talking with Damian I was still very low.
Damian suggested I watch some heterosexual porn, watching porn has never been a thing for me, I explained you can’t see or feel the deep feelings, porn is porn you don’t get any emotions from it.
He suggested what about in real life, for obvious reasons this was never going to happen, he said if it did you might be able to understand what’s happening.
I did think about this but kept on convincing myself don’t be stupid.
Damian said if it’s stupid why are you doubting your sexuality, I didn’t know what to think.
Damian said what if I was to do it for you, he said I don’t mean have sex, he said stand naked in front of you I don’t know he said, at least you’re be able to see real feelings thoughts and emotions.
We chatted more about this, I was very yes no but deep down I thought this could be a game changer for me,
Damian said we should arrange a day and time or it will never happen.
We agreed on a day and time, I was very nervous, more I thought about it the more I didn’t want it.
Day and time arrived, we sat talking on the sofa, Damian wasn’t rushing me, he then told me what he was going to do.
He said he was going to stand and undress, he undressed and stood there, what you thinking he said, I don’t know I really don’t know.
Does my penis do anything for you, not really, he asked me to tell him in detail what it was like, again I didn’t know what to say, ok he said let’s try this.
He started playing with his penis and talking to me, told me he’s getting himself excited over me, said he’s gonna get hard because of me, he was going to show me himself at his weakest and strongest, he was now fully erected and I could see the pleasure in his face, he told me he could ejaculate but was going to slow down so he could enjoy himself in front of me.
I was loving all the facial expressions and the body language, that to me was very impressive.
He wanted me to look at his face when ejaculating, he came very close to me, his breathing his eyes his mouth all showing strength and weakness, he said this is me at my highest sexual point in front of you.
He ejaculated and the facial expression were amazing, I felt so privileged to experience something so personal and special.
I was just as fascinated with his after glow.
I can honestly say I mentally use that experience as a pick me up in life, it makes me smile and that’s a massive help.
Thank you dearest Damian xxx
I'm also a lesbian and the only male I'd have sex with is a black coworker. He's attractive, fit and confident. He keeps telling me he will convert me and begging me to give him a chance. LOL He's always asking to hookup on the DL. If I wasn't in a relationship I'd go for it.