When the door closes
In a 50 something guy, married, enjoy good sex with my wife, have lots of friends, I'm a father, good job, pretty normal in every way. Except that I discovered I'm bisexual and I love to suck cock. I've been with maybe 40 men, some of them a dozen or more times. You would never guess it....that is until that door closes and I go from regular guy to sissy slut submissive whore. What's odd is I'm not attracted to men in any romantic way or wanting any kind of relationship beyond sex. I don't ever find men attractive or sexy. I've never seen a guy on the street or in a store or at work and thought "oh I'd like to suck him off."
My desire is always for an anonymous older man who's a stranger. Maybe a CL thing (yes it's still a thing), or a bar connection. or just catch a vibe with someone I interact with. Their physical attractiveness is irrelevant. Dick size doesn't matter either. It's about me being submissive and giving him sexual pleasure until he cums in my mouth. Preferably with groaning primal grunts while calling me names. I love submitting to his masculinity and need. I love the instant gratification I get from making him hard, making him moan, and making him orgasm and ejaculate. Then it's over and I leave til next time. And a!though I always say this is the last time, I know there will always be another. My inner sissy slut would never let me stop.
I have been bisexual for most of my life. I am married and she knows everything about me being bisexual I don't know the exact number of men I have been with over the years but it's been a lot. A lot have been one time blow and go I also had guys that I seen for years. For me I love getting a man turned on and having him get a hard on for me serenading my mouth and body to him when I am sucking his cock and I hear him say please don't stop and he grabs my head and holds me down on him and cums hard in my mouth and I swallow every drop of his cum. Or having him on top of me with my legs up in the air as I look into his eyes with his cock deep in my ass fucking me like crazy and the best is if I have a hands free orgams and I cum all over myself.
I can Identify with that I love a guys cock as a married man, I just want him to let me suck his sick to orgasm and go back to his wife